1 00:00:56,473 --> 00:00:57,432 TOM: All right then, 2 00:00:57,515 --> 00:01:00,393 Here's my version, adapted from the film, 3 00:01:00,477 --> 00:01:03,396 remastered, and updated by yours truly, 4 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,064 BETH-ANN: Go, 5 00:01:05,148 --> 00:01:08,067 Once upon a time, there was this kid named Chicken Little, 6 00:01:08,151 --> 00:01:09,110 BETH-ANN: OK, 7 00:01:09,194 --> 00:01:11,070 He's basically the most adorable, little chicken 8 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:12,238 you've ever fucking seen, 9 00:01:12,322 --> 00:01:13,239 BETH-ANN: Mm-hmm, 10 00:01:13,323 --> 00:01:16,910 He's got glasses and a little rooster mohawk, 11 00:01:16,993 --> 00:01:19,579 Imagine a little prepubescent chicken, 12 00:01:19,662 --> 00:01:21,581 homunculus hybrid creature, 13 00:01:21,664 --> 00:01:23,249 OK, I got it, 14 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:25,418 I see it in my brain, 15 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:27,587 TOM: So our little guy lives in this town 16 00:01:27,670 --> 00:01:29,923 full of sentient animals, 17 00:01:30,006 --> 00:01:31,424 Aren't all animal sentient? 18 00:01:31,508 --> 00:01:34,427 Well done, but these can talk and distinguish 19 00:01:34,511 --> 00:01:35,470 between each other, 20 00:01:35,553 --> 00:01:38,139 They bicker, have pecking orders, go to war, 21 00:01:38,223 --> 00:01:39,766 all the bullshit humans do, 22 00:01:39,849 --> 00:01:45,271 But it's cats, dogs, goats, foxes, fucking wildebeests, 23 00:01:45,355 --> 00:01:48,942 Every creature you can possibly imagine exists in this town, 24 00:01:49,025 --> 00:01:50,109 OK, 25 00:01:50,193 --> 00:01:52,779 So one day, Chicken Little starts yelling, 26 00:01:52,862 --> 00:01:54,155 the sky is falling! 27 00:01:54,239 --> 00:01:55,782 The fucking sky is falling! 28 00:01:55,865 --> 00:01:56,616 BETH-ANN: For real? 29 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:58,117 Well, that's what he says, 30 00:01:58,201 --> 00:02:00,119 So of course, everybody starts freaking out, 31 00:02:00,203 --> 00:02:02,121 They're breaking shit, running around, 32 00:02:02,205 --> 00:02:03,832 It's all-out chaos, 33 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:05,625 But this one animal-- 34 00:02:05,708 --> 00:02:09,462 maybe he's an armadillo-- says, wait a second, 35 00:02:09,546 --> 00:02:11,005 I can see the sky, 36 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:12,298 It's right where we left it, 37 00:02:12,382 --> 00:02:13,466 Everything seems fine, 38 00:02:13,550 --> 00:02:15,009 What the fuck is going on? 39 00:02:15,093 --> 00:02:18,471 And Chicken Little says, I was standing by this tree, 40 00:02:18,555 --> 00:02:21,516 and some shit fell on my head, something huge, 41 00:02:21,599 --> 00:02:23,810 So the whole town goes out to where Chicken 42 00:02:23,893 --> 00:02:25,812 Little says the sky is falling, 43 00:02:25,895 --> 00:02:27,313 And what do you know? 44 00:02:27,397 --> 00:02:30,483 All they find is a bunch of acorns, 45 00:02:30,567 --> 00:02:35,488 So Chicken Little's dad, Papa Little, of all creatures, says, 46 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:38,491 is this what fell, you little moron? 47 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:41,494 And Chicken Little says, no, that's not it, 48 00:02:41,578 --> 00:02:42,829 That's a fucking acorn, 49 00:02:42,912 --> 00:02:45,999 But everyone, including the dad, says, 50 00:02:46,082 --> 00:02:48,209 nah, this kid's full of shit, 51 00:02:48,293 --> 00:02:52,005 And suddenly, the whole town hates our little guy 52 00:02:52,088 --> 00:02:53,506 because they think he cried wolf, 53 00:02:53,590 --> 00:02:55,508 But who would lie about the sky falling? 54 00:02:55,592 --> 00:02:57,844 No one, but who would believe it, you know? 55 00:02:57,927 --> 00:02:58,678 No one, 56 00:02:58,761 --> 00:03:00,013 Right, 57 00:03:00,096 --> 00:03:03,182 So years later, he's in school, and he's getting seriously 58 00:03:03,266 --> 00:03:04,183 bullied, 59 00:03:04,267 --> 00:03:07,186 There's this little fucker named Foxy Loxy, 60 00:03:07,270 --> 00:03:11,858 And her and her friend Loosey Goosey are habitually beating 61 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:13,693 the shit out of Chicken Little, 62 00:03:13,776 --> 00:03:16,362 She's honestly a first-rate, little fucking 63 00:03:16,446 --> 00:03:20,199 bitch, a completely merciless individual, 64 00:03:20,283 --> 00:03:22,535 But years of hate and all-around attrition 65 00:03:22,619 --> 00:03:24,370 have hardened Chicken Little, 66 00:03:24,454 --> 00:03:27,707 He's not the same little guy who yelled about the sky falling, 67 00:03:27,790 --> 00:03:29,542 He's not scared of shit, 68 00:03:29,626 --> 00:03:31,544 None of his friends go to school with him 69 00:03:31,628 --> 00:03:34,380 because they're all older, from the street, outcasts, 70 00:03:34,464 --> 00:03:35,548 just like him, 71 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:37,550 He even fell out with his old man 72 00:03:37,634 --> 00:03:40,553 because he couldn't handle how his dad threw him under the bus 73 00:03:40,637 --> 00:03:42,430 because real dads don't do that, you know? 74 00:03:42,513 --> 00:03:43,890 No, 75 00:03:43,973 --> 00:03:48,394 TOM: So our boy CL is living in the animal town equivalent 76 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:50,563 of Paterson, New Jersey-- 77 00:03:50,647 --> 00:03:52,899 [chuckling] 78 00:03:52,982 --> 00:03:57,236 - -with a washed-up noise musician 79 00:03:57,320 --> 00:04:01,074 and a 60-year-old bouncer, 80 00:04:01,157 --> 00:04:05,244 And all he can think of is what he saw that day 81 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:07,413 and what's coming to every motherfucker 82 00:04:07,497 --> 00:04:08,414 who didn't believe him, 83 00:04:08,498 --> 00:04:09,749 BETH-ANN: Dad? 84 00:04:09,832 --> 00:04:10,583 Yeah? 85 00:04:10,667 --> 00:04:13,753 How does he eat? 86 00:04:13,836 --> 00:04:15,797 He sells shit like your old man, 87 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:17,257 BETH-ANN: OK, 88 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:19,467 You see, everybody's got their breaking point, 89 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:20,760 I've got one, 90 00:04:20,843 --> 00:04:21,928 You've got one, 91 00:04:22,011 --> 00:04:23,429 God's got one, 92 00:04:23,513 --> 00:04:26,474 And Chicken Little's got one, too, 93 00:04:26,557 --> 00:04:30,269 So one day, after years of putting up with everyone's 94 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:34,816 shit, he rallies his pack of marginalized badasses, 95 00:04:34,899 --> 00:04:37,485 and they roll up to the school with the intention 96 00:04:37,568 --> 00:04:41,614 of laying out old Foxy Loxy and Loosey Goosey, 97 00:04:41,698 --> 00:04:45,284 But just as all the violence is about to go down-- 98 00:04:45,368 --> 00:04:48,204 [indistinct voices] 99 00:04:51,374 --> 00:04:52,208 Keep going, 100 00:04:57,046 --> 00:05:00,174 Just as they're about to wreck those fuckers, 101 00:05:00,258 --> 00:05:04,804 we hear this massive, deafening crack, 102 00:05:04,887 --> 00:05:07,807 like all the thunder ever uttered by the sky 103 00:05:07,890 --> 00:05:12,145 combined into one monumental sound, 104 00:05:12,228 --> 00:05:14,981 Everybody runs outside, and sure enough, 105 00:05:15,064 --> 00:05:17,525 the sky is cracked open, 106 00:05:17,608 --> 00:05:20,987 And you bet your ass it's falling, 107 00:05:21,070 --> 00:05:23,656 Everybody is freaking out and crying, 108 00:05:23,740 --> 00:05:27,994 They're all hysterical because death is inevitable, 109 00:05:28,077 --> 00:05:33,207 But Chicken Little just looks up with this enormous fucking 110 00:05:33,291 --> 00:05:34,709 grin, 111 00:05:34,792 --> 00:05:37,045 Because as far as he's concerned, 112 00:05:37,128 --> 00:05:39,839 he's been dead for years, 113 00:05:39,922 --> 00:05:44,218 And the last thing he'll see is every motherfucker 114 00:05:44,302 --> 00:05:47,430 who rejected him eating shit, 115 00:05:52,435 --> 00:05:53,144 End of story, 116 00:05:57,940 --> 00:06:00,068 All right, go to sleep, 117 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:02,236 I'll see you in the morning, 118 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:03,112 Wait, Dad, 119 00:06:06,783 --> 00:06:08,701 How did Chicken Little know the sky was following 120 00:06:08,785 --> 00:06:11,871 the first time and not just like one of the acorns 121 00:06:11,954 --> 00:06:14,415 falling from a tree? 122 00:06:14,499 --> 00:06:18,377 Maybe early on, he saw this tiny crack in the sky 123 00:06:18,461 --> 00:06:20,046 that nobody else could see, 124 00:06:20,129 --> 00:06:23,216 BETH-ANN: What about birds? 125 00:06:23,299 --> 00:06:24,425 What birds? 126 00:06:24,509 --> 00:06:26,594 You said there's every animal imaginable, 127 00:06:26,677 --> 00:06:28,763 There weren't birds flying around that saw? 128 00:06:28,846 --> 00:06:29,764 You little fucker, 129 00:06:29,847 --> 00:06:31,641 [giggling] 130 00:06:34,143 --> 00:06:37,230 It's not that they weren't capable of seeing, 131 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:39,065 It's more that they weren't looking, 132 00:06:39,148 --> 00:06:40,608 No one was, 133 00:06:40,691 --> 00:06:42,568 He saw shit that others didn't, 134 00:06:42,652 --> 00:06:44,403 Well, he could have just pointed and avoided 135 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:47,406 all the fucked shit, 136 00:06:47,490 --> 00:06:49,408 Maybe he was wrong the first time, 137 00:06:49,492 --> 00:06:51,619 An animal world god wanted to punish 138 00:06:51,702 --> 00:06:55,748 the animal world town for how they treated the little fella, 139 00:06:55,832 --> 00:06:58,918 Maybe their meanness made him right, like the town 140 00:06:59,001 --> 00:07:00,586 created its own fate, 141 00:07:00,670 --> 00:07:02,755 I-- I like that, 142 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:03,589 Phew, 143 00:07:03,673 --> 00:07:05,174 [chuckling] 144 00:07:07,009 --> 00:07:07,760 I'm off, 145 00:07:07,844 --> 00:07:08,594 Love you, Dad, 146 00:07:08,678 --> 00:07:09,762 Please be safe, 147 00:07:09,846 --> 00:07:10,763 I love you, too, 148 00:07:10,847 --> 00:07:12,265 Sweet dreams, 149 00:07:12,348 --> 00:07:13,516 Come lock it from the inside, 150 00:08:26,923 --> 00:08:28,049 Hey, Joey, 151 00:08:28,132 --> 00:08:31,010 What time is it? 152 00:08:31,093 --> 00:08:32,011 1:50, 153 00:08:32,094 --> 00:08:33,346 Nice, 154 00:08:33,429 --> 00:08:35,681 Listen, I'm a little low on cash, 155 00:08:35,765 --> 00:08:37,225 You mind if I take a shit? 156 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:40,186 I promise I'll buy something double next time, 157 00:08:40,269 --> 00:08:41,187 Knock yourself out, 158 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:41,979 Thanks, man, 159 00:09:07,672 --> 00:09:10,925 Home is a complicated thing, mostly bullshit, 160 00:09:11,008 --> 00:09:14,053 but it's basically the best we get, 161 00:09:14,136 --> 00:09:17,390 We build it and hate it and then get pissed 162 00:09:17,473 --> 00:09:19,392 when the world inevitably fucks us out 163 00:09:19,475 --> 00:09:22,728 of it with uninvited change, 164 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:25,564 And then we go and build it again somewhere else, 165 00:09:25,648 --> 00:09:28,734 BETH-ANN: Where did you live before me? 166 00:09:28,818 --> 00:09:32,905 Before you, my home was loneliness, 167 00:09:32,989 --> 00:09:35,116 That was my home, 168 00:09:35,199 --> 00:09:39,578 And I never really destroyed that place, you know? 169 00:09:39,662 --> 00:09:40,746 BETH-ANN: You're still lonely, 170 00:09:40,830 --> 00:09:42,081 Hey, man, 171 00:09:42,164 --> 00:09:43,457 A couple of smokes? 172 00:09:43,541 --> 00:09:46,252 Not in a bad way, if that makes sense, 173 00:09:46,335 --> 00:09:48,421 We all need a little bit of that, 174 00:09:48,504 --> 00:09:50,756 almost like we were born for it, 175 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,425 And then everything we accomplish 176 00:09:52,508 --> 00:09:54,010 is just a way of beating it back, 177 00:09:57,722 --> 00:09:59,098 Thanks, 178 00:09:59,181 --> 00:09:59,932 No problem, 179 00:10:00,016 --> 00:10:01,767 If I could give you anything, it 180 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:05,604 would be the ability to need no thing and no one, 181 00:10:05,688 --> 00:10:08,107 to be unbreakable, 182 00:10:08,190 --> 00:10:12,278 To disappear if you have to, 183 00:10:12,361 --> 00:10:14,947 I don't like talking about this, 184 00:10:15,031 --> 00:10:16,449 You want a story? 185 00:10:16,532 --> 00:10:19,285 BETH-ANN: Yes, please, 186 00:10:19,368 --> 00:10:21,454 I ever tell you about Chicken Little? 187 00:10:21,537 --> 00:10:24,915 [ADRIENNE LENKER, "TERMINAL PARADISE"] 188 00:10:36,886 --> 00:10:40,264 ♪ Warm ♪ 189 00:10:42,391 --> 00:10:44,769 ♪ So warm ♪ 190 00:10:49,273 --> 00:10:58,074 ♪ Screaming in the field as I was born ♪ 191 00:10:59,116 --> 00:11:02,411 ♪ Oooh ♪ 192 00:11:04,580 --> 00:11:13,255 ♪ Will you return me to the robin's beak ♪ 193 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:18,761 ♪ I'll be a bird ♪ 194 00:11:22,306 --> 00:11:23,015 TOM: Hello? 195 00:11:23,099 --> 00:11:26,018 ♪ Terminal ♪ 196 00:11:26,102 --> 00:11:28,521 Hello? 197 00:11:28,604 --> 00:11:38,614 ♪ We both know let the rest of me go ♪ 198 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:45,955 ♪ See my death become a trail ♪ 199 00:11:49,125 --> 00:11:54,213 ♪ And the trail leads to a flower ♪ 200 00:11:54,296 --> 00:12:06,976 ♪ I will blossom in your sail every dreamed and waking hour ♪ 201 00:12:09,645 --> 00:12:13,816 ♪ Woman ♪ 202 00:12:15,818 --> 00:12:20,990 ♪ Woman ♪ 203 00:12:22,825 --> 00:12:31,250 ♪ Hold me in your heat, to love me ♪ 204 00:12:31,333 --> 00:12:32,251 ♪ don't let me ♪ 205 00:12:32,334 --> 00:12:35,588 ♪ Til I re-- don't let me ♪ 206 00:12:35,671 --> 00:12:40,509 ♪ I remember ♪ 207 00:12:42,178 --> 00:12:45,848 ♪ Terminal ♪ 208 00:12:47,349 --> 00:12:50,352 ♪ We both know ♪ 209 00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:55,191 ♪ Let me rest ♪ 210 00:12:56,525 --> 00:13:00,029 ♪ Let me go ♪ 211 00:13:02,198 --> 00:13:07,953 ♪ See my death become a trail ♪ 212 00:13:08,037 --> 00:13:10,748 ♪ And the trail leads to a flower ♪ 213 00:13:13,542 --> 00:13:24,053 ♪ I will blossom in your sail every dreamed and waking hour ♪ 214 00:13:53,415 --> 00:13:59,421 [music fades] 215 00:14:00,756 --> 00:14:04,260 [hip hop music on radio] 216 00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:28,367 How many is that? 217 00:14:28,450 --> 00:14:30,703 Six, I think, 218 00:14:30,786 --> 00:14:31,495 Ain't shit, 219 00:14:34,123 --> 00:14:35,541 Those chick bikes? 220 00:14:35,624 --> 00:14:37,418 It's what you wanted, 221 00:14:37,501 --> 00:14:38,794 Yeah, that'll fucking sell, 222 00:14:43,132 --> 00:14:45,050 I'll need 200 for all of them, 223 00:14:45,134 --> 00:14:46,927 Sounds good, 224 00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,555 We can't bring the shit back to my place this time, though, 225 00:14:49,638 --> 00:14:50,889 Wait, Why? 226 00:14:50,973 --> 00:14:53,058 You remember my neighbor we used to chill with, the dude 227 00:14:53,142 --> 00:14:54,059 with the Panera hookup? 228 00:14:54,143 --> 00:14:54,893 Chill with? 229 00:14:54,977 --> 00:14:56,562 We hung with him twice, I think, 230 00:14:56,645 --> 00:14:57,938 Yeah, whatever, 231 00:14:58,022 --> 00:15:00,899 Remember how he had that old buried school bus he was trying 232 00:15:00,983 --> 00:15:03,902 to turn into a fallout shelter? 233 00:15:03,986 --> 00:15:04,903 Yeah, 234 00:15:04,987 --> 00:15:06,488 He forgot to ventilate that shit, 235 00:15:08,991 --> 00:15:10,409 You gotta love when doomsday preppers 236 00:15:10,492 --> 00:15:12,453 prep themselves to death, huh? 237 00:15:12,536 --> 00:15:13,579 He suffocated? 238 00:15:13,662 --> 00:15:15,748 Yeah, something like that, 239 00:15:15,831 --> 00:15:17,082 Here's the snag, though, 240 00:15:17,166 --> 00:15:19,084 It turns out that motherfucker was deep into some shit 241 00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:21,128 that I didn't really know about 'cause the cops had been 242 00:15:21,211 --> 00:15:23,631 digging up his whole place, which basically means they've 243 00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:25,758 been up in my neighborhood for the past two days, 244 00:15:25,841 --> 00:15:26,800 ripping shit up, 245 00:15:26,884 --> 00:15:28,761 If reports go out about these bikes-- 246 00:15:28,844 --> 00:15:30,304 that's why I gotta dump them next day, 247 00:15:30,387 --> 00:15:31,597 like the ones that don't sell, 248 00:15:31,680 --> 00:15:33,265 We roll in there with this haul, someone 249 00:15:33,349 --> 00:15:35,768 will notice, for sure the fucking guy with the lawnmower 250 00:15:35,851 --> 00:15:37,936 and that kid who's always fucking hassling me, 251 00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:39,980 Was there someplace else we can take them? 252 00:15:40,064 --> 00:15:41,106 Yeah, dawg, 253 00:15:41,190 --> 00:15:42,608 There's an abandoned warehouse a few blocks 254 00:15:42,691 --> 00:15:44,485 from where they do the flea market, 255 00:15:44,568 --> 00:15:46,654 way closer than my place, I say we take them over there, 256 00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:47,780 We'll load them up into that building, 257 00:15:47,863 --> 00:15:48,656 OK, fine, 258 00:15:48,739 --> 00:15:49,948 Are you going to fucking help me? 259 00:15:50,032 --> 00:15:50,949 Yeah, yeah, of course, 260 00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:51,784 You're my partner, 261 00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:52,868 I'll do anything for you, 262 00:16:06,382 --> 00:16:07,466 Fuck these bikes! 263 00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:08,634 [INSANE CLOWN POSSE, "JUGGALO HOMIES"] 264 00:16:08,717 --> 00:16:09,802 ♪ Homies, homies, talkin' ♪ 265 00:16:09,885 --> 00:16:11,637 ♪ about the road dogs of mine ♪ 266 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:16,475 ♪ Our motherfuckin' homies, homies ♪ 267 00:16:16,558 --> 00:16:21,647 Yeah, I, uh, shaved off all my hair, man, 268 00:16:21,730 --> 00:16:23,315 Yeah, I saw, 269 00:16:23,399 --> 00:16:24,817 Look, can I drop something on you? 270 00:16:24,900 --> 00:16:25,901 Because you're my homeboy, 271 00:16:28,779 --> 00:16:29,488 Go, 272 00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:31,323 I'm like fucking gone, man, 273 00:16:31,407 --> 00:16:33,409 I don't give a shit about anything anymore, 274 00:16:36,745 --> 00:16:37,996 You can't say anything to that? 275 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:40,833 I'm just listening, 276 00:16:40,916 --> 00:16:43,210 It's been two weeks, 277 00:16:43,293 --> 00:16:45,212 Felt this way for two fucking weeks, 278 00:16:45,295 --> 00:16:47,047 I'm sorry, 279 00:16:47,131 --> 00:16:49,341 It's not all bad, 280 00:16:49,425 --> 00:16:52,010 You think it would be, but it isn't because I could just-- 281 00:16:52,094 --> 00:16:53,512 I could end it any time I want, 282 00:16:53,595 --> 00:16:54,847 I don't have anyone to stop me, 283 00:16:54,930 --> 00:16:55,889 I don't have any parents, 284 00:16:55,973 --> 00:16:57,683 I don't got no girl, 285 00:16:57,766 --> 00:17:01,687 Definitely no fucking girl, 286 00:17:01,770 --> 00:17:03,856 You know, you know that song "Creep" by Radiohead? 287 00:17:03,939 --> 00:17:05,023 TOM: Sure, 288 00:17:05,107 --> 00:17:07,526 Yeah, that's how I was feeling before I got real, 289 00:17:07,609 --> 00:17:11,864 I went on this terrible date with this chick, 290 00:17:11,947 --> 00:17:14,366 And she told me that was her favorite song, 291 00:17:14,450 --> 00:17:16,869 I told her to fuck right off, yeah, 292 00:17:16,952 --> 00:17:18,537 Because she liked the song? 293 00:17:18,620 --> 00:17:19,538 Yeah, 294 00:17:19,621 --> 00:17:21,039 Girls don't get to like "Creep," 295 00:17:21,123 --> 00:17:24,042 That's-- it's like appropriation, 296 00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:25,711 You're saying that girls can't wish 297 00:17:25,794 --> 00:17:28,255 they were special in the context of a person 298 00:17:28,338 --> 00:17:29,631 that floats like a feather? 299 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:35,220 Aight, don't be a dick, 300 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:36,555 I mean, fuck your women, right? 301 00:17:36,638 --> 00:17:37,598 [laughs] 302 00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:39,057 You know I have a daughter, and I don't 303 00:17:39,141 --> 00:17:40,893 like when you talk that way, 304 00:17:40,976 --> 00:17:43,729 Yeah, 305 00:17:43,812 --> 00:17:46,064 You know, how old is she now at this point? 306 00:17:46,148 --> 00:17:47,399 And can you ease up on the gas? 307 00:17:47,483 --> 00:17:48,233 What? 308 00:17:48,317 --> 00:17:49,234 It's 7:00 in the morning, 309 00:17:49,318 --> 00:17:50,402 There's nobody out here, 310 00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:52,404 This is prime time for rippin' shit up, man! 311 00:17:52,488 --> 00:17:53,906 She's fucking 16, 312 00:17:53,989 --> 00:17:54,907 Now, please, 313 00:17:54,990 --> 00:17:58,243 All right, all right, 314 00:17:58,327 --> 00:18:01,079 It's just that, you know, I feel like it's already over for me, 315 00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:03,749 you know? 316 00:18:03,832 --> 00:18:05,083 You know? 317 00:18:05,167 --> 00:18:06,001 I don't, actually, 318 00:18:08,670 --> 00:18:11,089 Are you saying you never felt this way before? 319 00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:13,967 Not in the way you're describing, 320 00:18:14,051 --> 00:18:16,595 Well, then, how? 321 00:18:16,678 --> 00:18:21,767 No offense, but I feel no need to talk about myself with you, 322 00:18:21,850 --> 00:18:25,771 Maybe Beth-Ann is just what I need, someone pure like that, 323 00:18:25,854 --> 00:18:27,606 I don't think so, 324 00:18:27,689 --> 00:18:29,107 I'm just fucking with you, man, 325 00:18:29,191 --> 00:18:30,317 I know she's off-limits, 326 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:34,446 I just fuck around, you know? 327 00:18:34,530 --> 00:18:36,949 You know, when was the last time you put yourself out there? 328 00:18:37,032 --> 00:18:37,783 As in dated? 329 00:18:37,866 --> 00:18:38,784 Yeah, 330 00:18:38,867 --> 00:18:41,119 I don't know, 15 years, 331 00:18:41,203 --> 00:18:41,954 Fuck, man, 332 00:18:42,037 --> 00:18:44,456 Why? 333 00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:47,459 I live in a storage unit with my daughter, man, 334 00:18:47,543 --> 00:18:50,128 I'm not going to be parading women through there, 335 00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:53,131 You must be like horny as fuck, 336 00:18:53,215 --> 00:18:56,051 I don't think of myself as a sexual person anymore, 337 00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:03,684 Y'all ever get high together? 338 00:19:03,767 --> 00:19:06,311 No, 339 00:19:06,395 --> 00:19:07,145 That's cool, 340 00:19:07,229 --> 00:19:07,938 Keeping it true, 341 00:19:10,607 --> 00:19:12,818 Does Beth-Ann ever get restless? 342 00:19:12,901 --> 00:19:14,862 As in how? 343 00:19:14,945 --> 00:19:19,199 Just like-- oh, like looking out and seeing other kids, 344 00:19:19,283 --> 00:19:21,660 like college kids and shit, 345 00:19:21,743 --> 00:19:23,495 Not that I've seen, 346 00:19:23,579 --> 00:19:25,038 Maybe she is pure, you know? 347 00:19:25,122 --> 00:19:27,499 It's like you did that, 348 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:30,836 I don't even know what that means, 349 00:19:30,919 --> 00:19:33,505 Like, you know, like, she-- 350 00:19:33,589 --> 00:19:36,508 that Beth-Ann turned out good, and it's-- 351 00:19:36,592 --> 00:19:39,011 from where you how break, 352 00:19:39,094 --> 00:19:40,345 I don't fucking know, man, 353 00:19:40,429 --> 00:19:41,680 I'm just talking out of my ass, 354 00:19:41,763 --> 00:19:42,848 It's fine, man, 355 00:19:42,931 --> 00:19:44,933 Can we just have a little silence for a while? 356 00:19:47,936 --> 00:19:50,188 And it feels like every day the tide 357 00:19:50,272 --> 00:19:53,025 pushes me further from that, 358 00:19:53,108 --> 00:19:55,861 Like every minute, time just gets me further from the place 359 00:19:55,944 --> 00:19:57,029 where I was happy, you know? 360 00:19:57,112 --> 00:19:58,030 Uh-huh, 361 00:19:58,113 --> 00:20:00,532 Like, that's what the color gray is, 362 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:02,367 Gray is nothingness, 363 00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:05,203 I am gray, the absolute bare minimum before becoming 364 00:20:05,287 --> 00:20:06,204 invisible, you know? 365 00:20:06,288 --> 00:20:07,414 Like, white is what it is, 366 00:20:07,497 --> 00:20:08,373 I'm not white, 367 00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:09,416 White's too distinct, 368 00:20:09,499 --> 00:20:11,376 Black, too, 369 00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:12,544 Fuck, 370 00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:15,380 My old man was gray, happened in a year, 371 00:20:15,464 --> 00:20:17,716 His skin, his teeth, his hair, 372 00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:20,886 He actually shaved off his hair, too, before he-- 373 00:20:20,969 --> 00:20:21,929 you know, 374 00:20:22,012 --> 00:20:26,224 But he was seriously bitter, angry and shit, 375 00:20:26,308 --> 00:20:27,059 That's not me, 376 00:20:27,142 --> 00:20:28,435 No way, 377 00:20:28,518 --> 00:20:29,645 God damn it, 378 00:20:32,147 --> 00:20:33,231 Don't worry, 379 00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:35,233 I'm sure this last one will be open, 380 00:20:35,317 --> 00:20:36,944 Yeah, it's going to be the only open door 381 00:20:37,027 --> 00:20:39,237 on the entire premises, 382 00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:40,405 They can't all be locked, 383 00:20:40,489 --> 00:20:41,740 Yes, they fucking can, 384 00:20:41,823 --> 00:20:43,408 That's why doors have locks, 385 00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:44,743 What are we going to do, man? 386 00:20:44,826 --> 00:20:47,245 I need to get back, 387 00:20:47,329 --> 00:20:48,288 How about that, bitch? 388 00:20:48,372 --> 00:20:49,957 Looks like shit's starting to turn our way, 389 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:51,583 Yeah, life is sorting itself out, 390 00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:53,168 Now you can let your hair grow back, 391 00:21:01,343 --> 00:21:03,011 [heavy metal music playing] 392 00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:04,721 Yeah, 393 00:21:09,351 --> 00:21:10,269 Sorry, man, 394 00:21:10,352 --> 00:21:13,605 Hey, don't sweat it, 395 00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:15,941 I'm Dark Mortius, 396 00:21:16,024 --> 00:21:16,858 OK, 397 00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:24,950 [laughs] We're about to set this roadkill on fire 398 00:21:25,033 --> 00:21:26,076 if you guys want to join, 399 00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:32,624 All right, 400 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,292 This is actually a place where you could 401 00:21:34,376 --> 00:21:37,004 go to get your car destroyed, 402 00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:39,798 But now it's mine, 403 00:21:39,881 --> 00:21:41,008 What up, friends? 404 00:21:41,091 --> 00:21:42,634 I ain't your friend, bro, 405 00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:43,719 Fucking hell, 406 00:21:46,888 --> 00:21:48,807 Hey, turn that shit off, 407 00:21:48,890 --> 00:21:50,475 Yeah, we're good, 408 00:21:50,559 --> 00:21:52,477 Oh, you guys should totally stay, 409 00:21:52,561 --> 00:21:53,979 It's not like what you think, 410 00:21:54,062 --> 00:21:56,481 Man, no one's confused here, bro, 411 00:21:56,565 --> 00:21:59,151 Were you the one talking about the color gray? 412 00:21:59,234 --> 00:22:00,152 Yeah, 413 00:22:00,235 --> 00:22:01,987 That really resonated with me, man, 414 00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:07,325 You seem really wise and honest and deep in it, 415 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,494 Well you don't know jack shit about me, man! 416 00:22:09,578 --> 00:22:10,996 I am roadkill, dude! 417 00:22:11,079 --> 00:22:13,999 I know your entire head is shaved like a god, 418 00:22:14,082 --> 00:22:15,667 and I dig that journey, 419 00:22:15,751 --> 00:22:17,836 Shouldn't you be lighting kids on fire or some shit? 420 00:22:17,919 --> 00:22:20,005 - Why the fuck would we do that? - I don't know, 421 00:22:20,088 --> 00:22:20,839 Ask Satan, 422 00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:23,008 This is fucking poser shit, man, 423 00:22:23,091 --> 00:22:24,718 That man was already dead, 424 00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:27,095 What really brought you to this door today, friend? 425 00:22:30,766 --> 00:22:34,519 'Cause I think it was pain, pain that brought you both here, 426 00:22:34,603 --> 00:22:38,023 Yeah, we're just looking for some temporary storage, is all, 427 00:22:38,106 --> 00:22:39,066 I think I can allow that, 428 00:22:39,149 --> 00:22:42,194 Wait, are any of y'all students at the college? 429 00:22:42,277 --> 00:22:44,863 And I graduated 10 years ago, 430 00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:46,365 Varsity lacrosse, 431 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:47,616 Still in the ivory tower, 432 00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:51,870 Hey, well, you know what? 433 00:22:51,953 --> 00:22:53,371 Thank you for being so chill, 434 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:54,372 You're welcome, 435 00:22:54,456 --> 00:22:55,540 We're going to run and grab our stuff, 436 00:22:55,624 --> 00:22:56,750 We'll be right back, 437 00:22:56,833 --> 00:22:57,375 Are you guys sure? 438 00:22:57,959 --> 00:22:59,044 You want us to wait before we blaze this roadkill? 439 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:00,712 Nah, nah, nah, you guys do your thing, 440 00:23:00,796 --> 00:23:02,214 We'll be one sec, in and out, 441 00:23:02,297 --> 00:23:03,715 Because we can wait, 442 00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:04,925 We're good, 443 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:06,885 Hand me the blowtorch, 444 00:23:06,968 --> 00:23:07,719 Yeah, 445 00:23:07,803 --> 00:23:08,553 Here you go, 446 00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:11,723 Probably going to smell weird! 447 00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:12,891 Hell yeah! 448 00:23:12,974 --> 00:23:13,725 Light it up, 449 00:23:13,809 --> 00:23:14,559 Light it up, 450 00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:15,602 I hate Satanists, man, 451 00:23:15,685 --> 00:23:16,895 A bunch of fucking posers, 452 00:23:16,978 --> 00:23:18,730 I didn't know you'd conducted a study, 453 00:23:18,814 --> 00:23:20,398 What the fuck are we going to do with these bikes? 454 00:23:20,482 --> 00:23:21,566 Well, I don't know, 455 00:23:21,650 --> 00:23:22,567 I was thinking, how would you feel about holding 456 00:23:22,651 --> 00:23:23,735 them at the storage unit? 457 00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:26,071 That's where I live, man, 458 00:23:26,154 --> 00:23:27,739 Ah, there's an extra 40 in it for you, 459 00:23:27,823 --> 00:23:28,573 No, 460 00:23:28,657 --> 00:23:29,366 Make it 50, 461 00:23:31,660 --> 00:23:33,787 [banging] 462 00:23:33,870 --> 00:23:34,913 Dad? 463 00:23:34,996 --> 00:23:35,831 TOM: It's me, 464 00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:40,836 Open up, 465 00:23:49,344 --> 00:23:50,178 Good morning, 466 00:23:53,348 --> 00:23:54,975 Hey, 467 00:23:55,058 --> 00:23:58,270 You doing all right? 468 00:23:58,353 --> 00:23:59,771 I had this crazy dream, 469 00:23:59,855 --> 00:24:01,815 Yeah? 470 00:24:01,898 --> 00:24:05,277 I was walking in this mansion, like the one 471 00:24:05,360 --> 00:24:10,782 we broke into in Wellington, but with these towering living 472 00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:13,994 rooms and libraries that never ended, 473 00:24:14,077 --> 00:24:17,122 And I kept shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting, 474 00:24:17,205 --> 00:24:18,999 and no one was there to listen, 475 00:24:19,082 --> 00:24:20,458 Where was I? 476 00:24:20,542 --> 00:24:22,794 I don't think you existed, 477 00:24:22,878 --> 00:24:25,630 Huh, 478 00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,842 BETH-ANN: What do you think it means? 479 00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:31,636 It means no more bedtime stories for you, 480 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:32,471 [sighs] 481 00:24:32,554 --> 00:24:33,513 Now, listen, 482 00:24:33,597 --> 00:24:35,182 I need you to get up and get dressed, 483 00:24:35,265 --> 00:24:37,309 Jose's outside, 484 00:24:37,392 --> 00:24:39,811 OK, 485 00:24:39,895 --> 00:24:42,147 Can you turn away, please? 486 00:24:42,230 --> 00:24:43,064 Yeah, 487 00:24:53,742 --> 00:24:56,661 Hey, what up, girl? 488 00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:59,331 Long time no see! 489 00:24:59,414 --> 00:25:00,332 Why? 490 00:25:00,415 --> 00:25:02,667 Oh, shit, did I scare you? 491 00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:03,835 No, 492 00:25:03,919 --> 00:25:05,170 Just saying I got to this place, you know? 493 00:25:05,253 --> 00:25:06,338 Come on, man, 494 00:25:06,421 --> 00:25:07,505 JOSE: I'm a primate, right? BETH-ANN: Yeah, 495 00:25:07,589 --> 00:25:10,008 JOSE: And it's just been so long since the world has 496 00:25:10,091 --> 00:25:11,718 seen me in my natural state, 497 00:25:11,801 --> 00:25:13,178 You know what I mean? 498 00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:14,846 Like, I'm not supposed to be all covered up with this fucking-- 499 00:25:14,930 --> 00:25:16,014 I said enough, 500 00:25:16,097 --> 00:25:17,557 I've been listening to this shit all morning, 501 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:18,516 Help with the bikes, 502 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:19,893 Bro, I'm talking to your daughter, 503 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:21,686 It's been a sec, 504 00:25:21,770 --> 00:25:24,231 It's just like I wanted to show society that I'm 505 00:25:24,314 --> 00:25:26,024 hip to what I am, you know? 506 00:25:26,107 --> 00:25:27,692 I don't understand, 507 00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:29,027 You're like beautiful, right? 508 00:25:29,110 --> 00:25:31,029 Don't fucking tell my daughter she's beautiful, 509 00:25:31,112 --> 00:25:33,198 It's like if the world keeps telling me I'm ugly, 510 00:25:33,281 --> 00:25:35,200 man, maybe I should fulfill the fucking prophecy, 511 00:25:35,283 --> 00:25:37,035 Show the world that I don't give a shit, 512 00:25:37,118 --> 00:25:40,372 Like God is up there chucking prophecies like lawn darts 513 00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:42,207 at sex-starved 30-year-olds, 514 00:25:42,290 --> 00:25:43,375 Maybe he is, 515 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:44,584 You don't fucking know, 516 00:25:44,668 --> 00:25:46,711 And it's like if I'm being treated like I'm ugly, 517 00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:48,546 I want to show the world that I know, 518 00:25:48,630 --> 00:25:50,215 Take control, 519 00:25:50,298 --> 00:25:51,216 It's a fucking cop-out, 520 00:25:51,299 --> 00:25:53,218 The fuck you talking about? 521 00:25:53,301 --> 00:25:56,388 You're actually doing the reverse of what you're saying, 522 00:25:56,471 --> 00:25:59,224 Rather than tolerate the world having a view of you that's 523 00:25:59,307 --> 00:26:02,227 displeasing, you're determining that view ahead of time 524 00:26:02,310 --> 00:26:04,229 so that the blame can go there, instead 525 00:26:04,312 --> 00:26:06,064 of people forming an objective opinion 526 00:26:06,147 --> 00:26:07,482 of what you actually are, 527 00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:14,114 What do you think, Beth-Ann? 528 00:26:14,197 --> 00:26:16,074 I think I want to go to McDonald's and poop 529 00:26:16,157 --> 00:26:17,242 and brush my teeth, 530 00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:19,077 Oh, you know, I'm trying to score something to eat, 531 00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:21,454 I can fuck up a couple of egg McMuffins, 532 00:26:21,538 --> 00:26:24,582 I'm trying to get my $250, 533 00:26:24,666 --> 00:26:26,584 Well, both these things can happen, you know? 534 00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:27,752 Yeah, they can, 535 00:26:27,836 --> 00:26:29,129 I just don't want them to, 536 00:26:29,212 --> 00:26:30,922 Only the you paying me part, 537 00:26:31,006 --> 00:26:31,756 Oh, shit, 538 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:32,966 Whatever, man, You know what? 539 00:26:33,049 --> 00:26:33,758 Here, 540 00:26:33,842 --> 00:26:34,759 Take it all, 541 00:26:34,843 --> 00:26:36,094 That's all you fucking care about, 542 00:26:36,177 --> 00:26:37,262 Look at us, Jose, 543 00:26:37,345 --> 00:26:39,264 Of course it's all I fucking care about, 544 00:26:39,347 --> 00:26:42,100 JOSE: Bro, you've been acting cold to me all fucking day, 545 00:26:42,183 --> 00:26:42,809 I'm sorry, 546 00:26:42,892 --> 00:26:44,602 It's nothing personal, 547 00:26:44,686 --> 00:26:47,105 I just haven't slept since yesterday, 548 00:26:47,188 --> 00:26:50,775 You know, maybe you should try hanging with those Satanists, 549 00:26:50,859 --> 00:26:53,778 That guy really seemed to respond to what you're up to, 550 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:55,780 JOSE: Fuck is that supposed to mean? 551 00:26:55,864 --> 00:26:57,782 He just seemed to appreciate you, 552 00:26:57,866 --> 00:26:59,951 Yeah, well, I'd really rather die, bro, 553 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:01,119 Don't say that shit to me, 554 00:27:01,202 --> 00:27:02,120 Satanists? 555 00:27:02,203 --> 00:27:03,455 It just might be a way for you to make 556 00:27:03,538 --> 00:27:04,331 some new friends, is all, 557 00:27:04,414 --> 00:27:05,332 You know what? 558 00:27:05,415 --> 00:27:06,958 Maybe you should reflect on your fucking 559 00:27:07,042 --> 00:27:10,128 situation, how it makes you not give a shit about anyone else, 560 00:27:10,211 --> 00:27:11,588 How about that, you fucking prick? 561 00:27:16,885 --> 00:27:19,637 Some McDonald's? 562 00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:21,139 Can we go to Tiny Thai, instead? 563 00:27:21,222 --> 00:27:22,140 My mind changed, 564 00:27:22,223 --> 00:27:23,058 You got it, kiddo, 565 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:33,985 Avert your eyes or behold the device 566 00:27:34,069 --> 00:27:37,322 that brought you because I don't give a shit what you see, 567 00:27:37,405 --> 00:27:39,032 I know, 568 00:27:39,115 --> 00:27:41,326 And just half of me, 569 00:27:41,409 --> 00:27:42,577 TOM: Just half of you? 570 00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:52,504 This is my favorite time of year, 571 00:27:52,587 --> 00:27:54,339 Why? 572 00:27:54,422 --> 00:27:58,843 Students are all gone back to their massive, decadent homes 573 00:27:58,927 --> 00:28:00,303 in their fucked coastal cities, 574 00:28:03,598 --> 00:28:06,017 Some stay, despite their parents, 575 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:11,564 Stage some hollow display of adulthood by not going home, 576 00:28:11,648 --> 00:28:15,693 Obviously, there are exceptions, but mostly 577 00:28:15,777 --> 00:28:21,032 what we see is fabrication, 578 00:28:21,116 --> 00:28:21,950 What about us? 579 00:28:25,453 --> 00:28:26,788 We are what we say we are, 580 00:28:30,625 --> 00:28:33,545 School, bins, or both? 581 00:28:33,628 --> 00:28:34,879 Both, 582 00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:35,839 School first, 583 00:28:41,469 --> 00:28:42,303 Ball, 584 00:28:48,810 --> 00:28:49,644 Oh! 585 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:53,398 [piano playing] 586 00:28:53,481 --> 00:28:56,359 [vocalizing] 587 00:29:36,774 --> 00:29:37,942 Oh! 588 00:29:38,026 --> 00:29:39,194 [laughs] 589 00:29:45,867 --> 00:29:48,870 [music playing] 590 00:30:20,735 --> 00:30:28,201 Here we go, down again, 591 00:30:28,284 --> 00:30:33,915 The thoughts I had are drowned again, 592 00:30:36,751 --> 00:30:41,589 Take this hand to its end, 593 00:30:45,468 --> 00:30:48,596 It'll feel like wind, 594 00:30:56,646 --> 00:30:57,689 Whoa, 595 00:30:57,772 --> 00:31:00,191 Dad? 596 00:31:00,275 --> 00:31:01,609 What's down here? 597 00:31:04,112 --> 00:31:04,946 TOM: Any guesses? 598 00:31:07,448 --> 00:31:09,367 A fallout shelter for nights, 599 00:31:09,450 --> 00:31:12,704 [laughs] Yeah, 600 00:31:12,787 --> 00:31:13,871 Yeah? 601 00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:16,249 How about we bring the bolt cutters 602 00:31:16,332 --> 00:31:20,253 and have a hideout/banquet type supper down here tonight? 603 00:31:20,336 --> 00:31:21,713 Wouldn't that be risky? 604 00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:23,548 There's nobody around, 605 00:31:23,631 --> 00:31:25,550 Besides, you need a little adventure, 606 00:31:25,633 --> 00:31:28,219 OK, 607 00:31:28,303 --> 00:31:30,179 Want to get some clothes? 608 00:31:31,014 --> 00:31:31,848 Yeah, 609 00:31:52,660 --> 00:31:54,579 See anything you like? 610 00:31:54,662 --> 00:31:55,663 Not yet, 611 00:32:09,010 --> 00:32:10,303 Does it work? 612 00:32:10,386 --> 00:32:13,264 I don't know, 613 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,516 I've never seen you wear anything feminine like that, 614 00:32:20,521 --> 00:32:22,607 Holy shit, 615 00:32:22,690 --> 00:32:24,275 Check this out, 616 00:32:24,359 --> 00:32:26,944 It's worth like 150 bucks and a charger, 617 00:32:27,028 --> 00:32:28,446 Can I have it? 618 00:32:28,529 --> 00:32:29,364 Knock yourself out, 619 00:32:41,376 --> 00:32:42,669 You got that key, Joey? 620 00:32:42,752 --> 00:32:44,504 You gonna buy something this time? 621 00:32:44,587 --> 00:32:45,546 Yes, I am, 622 00:32:50,551 --> 00:32:51,386 BETH-ANN: Done, 623 00:33:07,777 --> 00:33:10,154 Snag us a couple of Gatorades, 624 00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:12,490 All right, 625 00:33:12,573 --> 00:33:14,367 JOEY: You think it's going to taste like lemon, 626 00:33:14,450 --> 00:33:16,994 but it fucking never does, 627 00:33:17,078 --> 00:33:18,496 Can I have a sip? 628 00:33:18,579 --> 00:33:19,997 Take mine, 629 00:33:20,081 --> 00:33:21,499 I wasn't going to drink it anyway, 630 00:33:21,582 --> 00:33:23,167 More about keeping my word, 631 00:33:23,251 --> 00:33:25,503 Spoken like a vet, 632 00:33:25,586 --> 00:33:29,173 Heard it was hotter than a motherfucker over there, 633 00:33:29,257 --> 00:33:30,883 It was fine, 634 00:33:30,967 --> 00:33:32,844 At least you had schools sending 635 00:33:32,927 --> 00:33:35,346 you juice boxes and shit, 636 00:33:35,430 --> 00:33:38,224 No one gave a fuck about us, 637 00:33:38,307 --> 00:33:42,687 Sometimes you almost wanted to get greased, 638 00:33:42,770 --> 00:33:45,022 My father fought in World War II, you know? 639 00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:46,399 Right, 640 00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,360 JOEY: I bet you like Rage Against the Machine, 641 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:51,863 We had Creedence, 642 00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:55,533 I fucking love Creedence, 643 00:33:55,616 --> 00:33:58,369 Can we get our change? 644 00:33:58,453 --> 00:33:59,287 JOEY: Sure, 645 00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:25,897 Why don't you ever talk with him about stuff like that? 646 00:34:25,980 --> 00:34:27,899 How about because I don't want to? 647 00:34:27,982 --> 00:34:28,733 But if-- 648 00:34:28,816 --> 00:34:30,401 It's mine, 649 00:34:30,485 --> 00:34:33,988 Not his, not yours, and not anyone else's, 650 00:34:37,492 --> 00:34:38,242 Jesus, 651 00:34:41,662 --> 00:34:42,497 Sorry, 652 00:35:01,891 --> 00:35:02,683 Let's go, 653 00:35:10,191 --> 00:35:13,694 [music playing] 654 00:35:41,556 --> 00:35:42,473 1, 655 00:35:42,557 --> 00:35:53,651 BOTH: 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 656 00:35:53,734 --> 00:36:02,910 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 657 00:36:10,251 --> 00:36:13,254 [grunting] 658 00:36:45,995 --> 00:36:48,372 So you guys saw Satanists? 659 00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,875 It kind of turned into a confrontation, 660 00:36:50,958 --> 00:36:52,210 BETH-ANN: Like an argument? 661 00:36:52,293 --> 00:36:56,756 More like Jose being bitter and a little rascal, 662 00:36:56,839 --> 00:36:59,884 Were they posers like he said? 663 00:36:59,967 --> 00:37:03,095 Hard to say, maybe to him, 664 00:37:03,179 --> 00:37:05,723 Satanism isn't so much the worship of the devil 665 00:37:05,806 --> 00:37:09,226 as it is the worship of not God, which makes 666 00:37:09,310 --> 00:37:10,895 for a pretty wide spectrum, 667 00:37:10,978 --> 00:37:13,397 And there's really no use in saying one form 668 00:37:13,481 --> 00:37:16,067 is more valid than the others, 669 00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:18,069 Unless, of course, you're doing evil things, 670 00:37:18,152 --> 00:37:21,405 but that's not what actual Satanism is about, 671 00:37:21,489 --> 00:37:22,907 What's it about? 672 00:37:22,990 --> 00:37:26,410 In its most positive form, expressing one's 673 00:37:26,494 --> 00:37:30,915 ego or individualism in a way that can still be ethical, 674 00:37:30,998 --> 00:37:33,751 Rejecting the Judeo-Christian notion of God 675 00:37:33,834 --> 00:37:36,087 and the Abrahamic religions as being 676 00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:39,257 hypocritical and oppressive, 677 00:37:39,340 --> 00:37:42,134 An American Satanist would say, look at all the mortifying 678 00:37:42,218 --> 00:37:44,303 shit that's been done out of shame alone 679 00:37:44,387 --> 00:37:46,597 in the form of God loving, 680 00:37:46,681 --> 00:37:49,475 Maybe some beautiful things can happen if we love ourselves 681 00:37:49,558 --> 00:37:52,311 in the form of Satan loving, 682 00:37:52,395 --> 00:37:58,442 So, yeah, if the Abrahamic religions, 683 00:37:58,526 --> 00:37:59,777 which are what again? 684 00:37:59,860 --> 00:38:01,946 Christianity, Judaism, Islam, 685 00:38:02,029 --> 00:38:03,280 And why Islam? 686 00:38:03,364 --> 00:38:06,283 Because Ishmael was also one of the sons of Abraham, 687 00:38:06,367 --> 00:38:09,286 So if the Abrahamic religions are about militating 688 00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:13,124 against our basest impulses, then Satanism 689 00:38:13,207 --> 00:38:15,626 can be about protecting and respecting 690 00:38:15,710 --> 00:38:18,129 one's impulses while still loving ourselves 691 00:38:18,212 --> 00:38:20,131 for what we can't control, 692 00:38:20,214 --> 00:38:22,466 It's not definitively a sin to act 693 00:38:22,550 --> 00:38:24,969 on impulse, that sort of thing, 694 00:38:25,052 --> 00:38:25,803 Does that make sense? 695 00:38:25,886 --> 00:38:28,723 [sirens] 696 00:38:30,391 --> 00:38:31,225 Yeah, 697 00:38:40,568 --> 00:38:41,610 Is that what you believe? 698 00:38:47,074 --> 00:38:48,826 All religions are just one religion 699 00:38:48,909 --> 00:38:51,495 in conversation with itself, 700 00:38:51,579 --> 00:38:53,998 Constant flux, 701 00:38:54,081 --> 00:38:56,375 To what, I couldn't tell you, 702 00:38:56,459 --> 00:39:00,671 Mostly our own destruction probably, 703 00:39:00,755 --> 00:39:03,841 Allah, Buddha, Yahweh, fucking Jupiter-- 704 00:39:03,924 --> 00:39:05,885 what does it matter? 705 00:39:05,968 --> 00:39:08,512 But we're human, so we kill each other over it 706 00:39:08,596 --> 00:39:11,348 and then say God created us in his own image, 707 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:14,518 Go figure that one out, 708 00:39:14,602 --> 00:39:17,521 Maybe change is all that's true, 709 00:39:17,605 --> 00:39:19,398 Suddenly you don't recognize the person 710 00:39:19,482 --> 00:39:23,694 you are anymore, and not in relation to God, but yourself, 711 00:39:23,778 --> 00:39:24,779 mostly for the worse, 712 00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:28,991 What do I do when that happens? 713 00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:38,042 I have no fucking idea, 714 00:39:38,125 --> 00:39:38,834 Let's go, 715 00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:46,300 [portishead, "the rip"] 716 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,058 Hey, 717 00:39:54,141 --> 00:39:56,060 My daughter forgot her key, 718 00:39:56,143 --> 00:39:57,728 You guys mind letting us in? 719 00:39:57,812 --> 00:40:00,272 Yeah, I got you, bro, 720 00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:01,107 You a freshman? 721 00:40:01,190 --> 00:40:01,982 Yeah, 722 00:40:06,821 --> 00:40:09,240 As she walks 723 00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:20,751 in the room, scented and tall, hesitating once more, 724 00:40:20,835 --> 00:40:26,924 And as I take on myself and the bitterness I felt, 725 00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:32,096 I realize that love flows, 726 00:40:32,179 --> 00:40:40,980 Wild white horses, they will take me away, 727 00:40:41,063 --> 00:40:53,117 And the tenderness I feel will send the dark underneath, 728 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:54,368 Will I follow? 729 00:40:58,747 --> 00:41:05,963 Through the glory of life, I will scatter on the floor, 730 00:41:06,046 --> 00:41:07,506 Disappointed-- 731 00:41:07,590 --> 00:41:09,466 You like it? 732 00:41:09,550 --> 00:41:12,178 I think I do like it, 733 00:41:12,261 --> 00:41:13,637 Twirl, 734 00:41:13,721 --> 00:41:15,472 It must be rough seeing your old man 735 00:41:15,556 --> 00:41:17,516 pull off a dress like this better than you could, 736 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:19,143 You're so fucking hairy, 737 00:41:19,226 --> 00:41:20,477 You're fucking hairy, 738 00:41:20,561 --> 00:41:22,813 Yeah, but that makes me like a fucking outlaw girl, you know? 739 00:41:22,897 --> 00:41:24,190 I'm the king of the outlaws, 740 00:41:24,273 --> 00:41:26,650 That's why I can pull off this cheap-ass Halloween dress, 741 00:41:26,734 --> 00:41:27,985 All right, give it here, 742 00:41:28,068 --> 00:41:29,737 They will take me away, 743 00:41:32,406 --> 00:41:40,331 And the tenderness I feel will send the dark-- 744 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:42,166 Who owned this shit, you think? 745 00:41:42,249 --> 00:41:43,167 I don't know, 746 00:41:43,250 --> 00:41:44,501 Mickey Rourke, 747 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:45,836 BETH-ANN: Who the fuck is that? 748 00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:47,046 It's not important, 749 00:41:47,129 --> 00:41:48,505 Come on, get dressed, 750 00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:51,175 I want to get out of here before the ogre gets back from dinner, 751 00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:52,009 [thudding] 752 00:41:52,092 --> 00:41:52,801 Shh, 753 00:42:00,601 --> 00:42:01,852 [pounding] 754 00:42:01,936 --> 00:42:03,229 JOSE: Yo! 755 00:42:03,312 --> 00:42:05,022 Open this shit up, 756 00:42:05,105 --> 00:42:06,690 [pounding] 757 00:42:06,774 --> 00:42:07,524 Come on, bro! 758 00:42:07,608 --> 00:42:10,027 I can't wait-- 759 00:42:10,110 --> 00:42:11,362 Enough! 760 00:42:11,445 --> 00:42:15,032 You're going to get us fucking hassled again, 761 00:42:15,115 --> 00:42:15,741 What? 762 00:42:15,824 --> 00:42:16,700 The filth is gone, 763 00:42:16,784 --> 00:42:18,202 We can take the bikes back to mine, 764 00:42:18,285 --> 00:42:18,911 Now? 765 00:42:18,994 --> 00:42:20,538 Yeah, right now, bro, 766 00:42:20,621 --> 00:42:22,039 I got a guy who wants all six, 767 00:42:22,122 --> 00:42:23,540 Got to move them in the morning, 768 00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:24,875 We were about to have dinner, 769 00:42:24,959 --> 00:42:26,210 Want to come? 770 00:42:26,293 --> 00:42:27,544 Ha, Nah, 771 00:42:27,628 --> 00:42:28,379 I'm good, 772 00:42:28,462 --> 00:42:30,214 I don't go where I'm not wanted, 773 00:42:30,297 --> 00:42:32,258 Plus, I already had a couple Uncrustables, 774 00:42:32,341 --> 00:42:33,384 What's that? 775 00:42:33,467 --> 00:42:35,386 It's like a peanut butter and jelly pouch, 776 00:42:35,469 --> 00:42:36,553 I got a whole box of them, 777 00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:38,055 It's like loneliness food, you know? 778 00:42:38,138 --> 00:42:39,223 - In a cold world-- - OK, all right, 779 00:42:39,306 --> 00:42:40,057 Enough, 780 00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:41,308 We'll be right out, 781 00:42:51,318 --> 00:42:53,404 All right, you're good, 782 00:42:53,487 --> 00:42:54,905 No, wait! What? 783 00:42:54,989 --> 00:42:56,907 You're just going to leave me to unload this shit by myself? 784 00:42:56,991 --> 00:42:58,075 That's right, 785 00:42:58,158 --> 00:42:58,909 Nah, bro, 786 00:42:58,993 --> 00:43:00,244 I saw you take that 250, 787 00:43:00,327 --> 00:43:01,412 You're fucking coming with, 788 00:43:01,495 --> 00:43:02,579 You want $10 back? 789 00:43:02,663 --> 00:43:03,747 It's not about the money, 790 00:43:03,831 --> 00:43:06,125 It's about what kind of man you are, bro, 791 00:43:06,208 --> 00:43:08,961 Just go with him, Dad, 792 00:43:09,044 --> 00:43:13,257 Fine, but you drive me back to campus when we're done, 793 00:43:13,340 --> 00:43:14,591 Yeah, I got you, bro, 794 00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:17,094 I'll meet you in the basement in about an hour and a half, 795 00:43:17,177 --> 00:43:18,637 Remember, we got that Beowulf dinner, 796 00:43:18,721 --> 00:43:20,264 Now who's Beowulf? 797 00:43:20,347 --> 00:43:22,099 Medieval dragon slayer, 798 00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:23,434 I'll get the food, 799 00:43:23,517 --> 00:43:24,935 You bring the bolt cutters, 800 00:43:25,019 --> 00:43:25,769 Got it, 801 00:43:25,853 --> 00:43:26,603 Love you, honey, 802 00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:27,521 Love you, Dad, 803 00:43:48,584 --> 00:43:50,794 You know, you feel like my father sometimes, you know? 804 00:43:50,878 --> 00:43:52,963 Oh, God, please, 805 00:43:53,047 --> 00:43:55,341 Like, I look up to you, man, 806 00:43:55,424 --> 00:43:57,009 Well, I'm not your father, 807 00:43:57,092 --> 00:43:58,969 I said like, 808 00:43:59,053 --> 00:44:00,137 Like my father, 809 00:44:00,220 --> 00:44:02,806 Even though I pay you and shit, 810 00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:05,643 That's why it hurts when you dismiss me because I know 811 00:44:05,726 --> 00:44:07,144 we both got shit on each other, and you 812 00:44:07,227 --> 00:44:08,812 could easily tip off the filth, but you 813 00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:10,814 know I'd do that shit to you, 814 00:44:10,898 --> 00:44:12,816 You don't want to lose your daughter, 815 00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:15,152 You better tell me where this is headed right now, 816 00:44:15,235 --> 00:44:17,321 or I bail at the next stop sign, 817 00:44:17,404 --> 00:44:19,198 Just be a little bit nicer to me, you know, 818 00:44:19,281 --> 00:44:21,825 Are you fucking threatening me? 819 00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:24,495 You think I'm a fucking idiot? 820 00:44:24,578 --> 00:44:27,331 I know your deal, 821 00:44:27,414 --> 00:44:28,248 I do, 822 00:44:34,421 --> 00:44:37,174 Fine, I'll be nicer, 823 00:44:37,257 --> 00:44:38,509 I mean, seriously, man, 824 00:44:38,592 --> 00:44:42,346 Look, I didn't even recognize Beth-Ann when I saw her, 825 00:44:42,429 --> 00:44:43,847 She's growing up, dude, 826 00:44:43,931 --> 00:44:46,392 Where are you going to be then? 827 00:44:46,475 --> 00:44:47,184 I'll be fine, 828 00:44:47,267 --> 00:44:48,352 Trust me, 829 00:44:48,435 --> 00:44:51,313 [shakewell & fat nick, "pemex"] 830 00:44:52,439 --> 00:44:54,525 I got real smoke, Xanax boats, 831 00:44:54,608 --> 00:44:56,193 won't jump the porch without my pole, 832 00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:59,196 Serving out the Texaco, smokin' Pemex, lil Mexico, 833 00:44:59,279 --> 00:45:02,574 Got big juice overflow, Wokeisha that I'm 'bout to pour, 834 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:05,202 Hollows hit 'em in his throat, 835 00:45:05,285 --> 00:45:06,537 Kill that bitch! 836 00:45:06,620 --> 00:45:07,371 Yeah! 837 00:45:07,454 --> 00:45:08,705 I'm gonna run your ass over, 838 00:45:08,789 --> 00:45:09,748 Do it again! 839 00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:12,376 Do it again, motherfucker! 840 00:45:12,459 --> 00:45:13,544 Fucking low-lives, 841 00:45:13,627 --> 00:45:16,380 You know Domino's won't even deliver here anymore? 842 00:45:16,463 --> 00:45:18,257 One day, I'm going to move out of this bitch, 843 00:45:18,340 --> 00:45:19,049 I swear to God, 844 00:45:19,133 --> 00:45:21,552 I've been saving up, 845 00:45:21,635 --> 00:45:23,220 And I always gotta deal with this fucking 846 00:45:23,303 --> 00:45:26,223 guy always taking a shit in the back of my goddamn trailer, 847 00:45:26,306 --> 00:45:27,724 Fuck it! 848 00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:29,101 It just helps to unload, 849 00:45:29,184 --> 00:45:29,893 It really does, 850 00:45:29,977 --> 00:45:32,896 You know what I mean? 851 00:45:32,980 --> 00:45:35,065 Yeah, 852 00:45:35,149 --> 00:45:36,567 Oh, 853 00:45:36,650 --> 00:45:38,235 Hey, you ever watched "The Fripples?" 854 00:45:38,318 --> 00:45:39,069 The what? 855 00:45:39,153 --> 00:45:39,903 "The Fripples," 856 00:45:39,987 --> 00:45:41,572 It's like a show, 857 00:45:41,655 --> 00:45:44,575 I don't own a fucking television, Jose, 858 00:45:44,658 --> 00:45:45,576 Yeah, 859 00:45:45,659 --> 00:45:46,910 Hey, let's take a break for a sec, 860 00:45:46,994 --> 00:45:48,912 I want you to watch this with me, 861 00:45:48,996 --> 00:45:49,788 Absolutely not, 862 00:45:49,872 --> 00:45:51,081 Come on, please, 863 00:45:51,165 --> 00:45:51,915 Please watch it, 864 00:45:51,999 --> 00:45:53,083 Just a little bit with me? 865 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:54,084 No, 866 00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:55,294 Come on, please, Come on, come on, come on, 867 00:45:55,377 --> 00:45:56,253 Hey, I'll tell you what, 868 00:45:56,336 --> 00:45:57,796 Hey, you come watch this with me, 869 00:45:57,880 --> 00:45:59,298 and I'll drive you home right after, 870 00:45:59,381 --> 00:46:00,632 I'll finish doing this shit myself, 871 00:46:00,716 --> 00:46:01,425 - All right! - Yeah! 872 00:46:01,508 --> 00:46:02,593 - That's what I'm saying! - Fuck it, 873 00:46:02,676 --> 00:46:04,261 Hey, you're going to love this, Come on, 874 00:46:04,344 --> 00:46:06,096 This is going to help you understand what 875 00:46:06,180 --> 00:46:07,598 I've been going through, where I've 876 00:46:07,681 --> 00:46:08,974 been at the last little while, 877 00:46:09,057 --> 00:46:10,017 Yeah, that's great, 878 00:46:29,036 --> 00:46:30,454 (SOFTLY SINGING) There's a red one 879 00:46:30,537 --> 00:46:33,290 and a pink one and a blue one-- 880 00:46:33,373 --> 00:46:35,959 - No, I just take it really hard when Mercury's in retrograde, 881 00:46:36,043 --> 00:46:36,668 That's all, 882 00:46:36,752 --> 00:46:38,462 It's a totally acceptable-- 883 00:46:38,545 --> 00:46:39,379 aloha, 884 00:46:46,053 --> 00:46:48,013 Are you doing all right? 885 00:46:48,096 --> 00:46:50,140 I'm just waiting for my dad, 886 00:46:50,224 --> 00:46:51,517 Yeah, I feel like we're all just 887 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:54,144 in a constant state of waiting for our dads, you know? 888 00:46:54,228 --> 00:46:57,356 My dad's dead, 889 00:46:57,439 --> 00:46:59,316 That sucks, 890 00:46:59,399 --> 00:47:02,319 We just came down to the Cove to see if it was open, 891 00:47:02,402 --> 00:47:03,487 Fuck! 892 00:47:03,570 --> 00:47:06,323 It looks like the administration fucking locked it again, 893 00:47:06,406 --> 00:47:08,742 So we will leave you to your fatherly waiting, 894 00:47:12,913 --> 00:47:15,165 Come on, you fucking dizzy goats, 895 00:47:15,249 --> 00:47:16,166 Move, 896 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:17,167 BETH-ANN: I can open it, 897 00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:19,836 What was that? 898 00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:21,838 Yeah! 899 00:47:21,922 --> 00:47:22,673 Yes! 900 00:47:22,756 --> 00:47:24,383 Hey, come back, 901 00:47:24,466 --> 00:47:25,175 Let's do this! 902 00:47:25,259 --> 00:47:26,176 Come on come on come on, 903 00:47:26,260 --> 00:47:28,720 Thank you, 904 00:47:28,804 --> 00:47:29,513 Come on, 905 00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:30,514 Come on, 906 00:47:30,597 --> 00:47:31,348 Everybody in, 907 00:47:31,431 --> 00:47:33,183 Let's light it up, 908 00:47:33,267 --> 00:47:34,685 Hey, thanks again, 909 00:47:34,768 --> 00:47:36,520 This was so major, 910 00:47:36,603 --> 00:47:38,522 What's your fucking name again? 911 00:47:38,605 --> 00:47:39,356 Beth-Ann, 912 00:47:39,439 --> 00:47:41,525 That's a very American name, 913 00:47:41,608 --> 00:47:43,026 Is that some shit someone made up, 914 00:47:43,110 --> 00:47:45,195 or was that your grandma's name? 915 00:47:45,279 --> 00:47:46,363 I don't know, 916 00:47:46,446 --> 00:47:47,281 Don't be scared, 917 00:47:52,452 --> 00:47:53,579 I'm Dark Mortius, 918 00:47:53,662 --> 00:47:56,540 I gave myself that name after I killed my parents, 919 00:47:56,623 --> 00:47:59,042 Building a new name is part of getting older, you know? 920 00:47:59,126 --> 00:48:00,544 You killed your parents? 921 00:48:00,627 --> 00:48:02,254 Spiritually, I replaced them, 922 00:48:02,337 --> 00:48:04,423 But they're still here in the physical world, 923 00:48:04,506 --> 00:48:05,882 When did you replace them? 924 00:48:05,966 --> 00:48:07,551 10 years ago, 925 00:48:07,634 --> 00:48:10,220 I still have some of my shit at their place I need to pick up, 926 00:48:10,304 --> 00:48:12,723 but I'll just be super sparing with my energy when I do it 927 00:48:12,806 --> 00:48:15,559 so they don't get any of this, you know? 928 00:48:15,642 --> 00:48:17,728 We're just going to be hanging here, drinking beers, 929 00:48:17,811 --> 00:48:19,271 doing some fucking kratom, 930 00:48:19,354 --> 00:48:21,231 You want to join? 931 00:48:21,315 --> 00:48:22,399 We got ketamine, too, 932 00:48:22,482 --> 00:48:24,234 Does that entice you? 933 00:48:24,318 --> 00:48:27,070 Do you guys have Gatorade? 934 00:48:27,154 --> 00:48:29,573 Y'all got any Gatorade? 935 00:48:29,656 --> 00:48:33,118 We got fucking White Claw, 936 00:48:33,201 --> 00:48:34,578 Sorry, 937 00:48:34,661 --> 00:48:36,413 But you should still stay, 938 00:48:36,496 --> 00:48:38,415 The guy to chick ratio is fucked, 939 00:48:38,498 --> 00:48:41,293 I could send someone out for you and get you some Gatorade, 940 00:48:41,376 --> 00:48:42,919 No, 941 00:48:43,003 --> 00:48:45,255 I'm just going to wait for my dad upstairs, 942 00:48:45,339 --> 00:48:46,423 You should stay, 943 00:48:46,506 --> 00:48:48,425 I torched a raccoon this afternoon, 944 00:48:48,508 --> 00:48:52,304 so vibes are right where they need to be! 945 00:48:52,387 --> 00:48:53,096 Oh, wait, 946 00:48:53,180 --> 00:48:54,264 Who am I? 947 00:48:54,348 --> 00:48:55,432 What am I? 948 00:48:55,515 --> 00:48:59,269 Am I myself or a representation of myself? 949 00:48:59,353 --> 00:49:00,604 Am I me? 950 00:49:00,687 --> 00:49:04,274 What clothes I wear, the friends I have, the things I like, 951 00:49:04,358 --> 00:49:07,778 Am I me or a reflection of me of what's around me? 952 00:49:07,861 --> 00:49:10,614 What's real, and what's just what we imagine to be real? 953 00:49:10,697 --> 00:49:12,282 Or is nothing real? 954 00:49:12,366 --> 00:49:15,118 Does the real me even exist, or am I just this projection 955 00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:16,286 of what I want others to see? 956 00:49:16,370 --> 00:49:18,288 All right, hey, now check out what this fucking 957 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:19,289 chick says right here, 958 00:49:19,373 --> 00:49:22,125 Of course you exist, you silly button, 959 00:49:22,209 --> 00:49:26,296 Who you want to be is you every bit as much as who you are, 960 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:28,840 Fuck, right? 961 00:49:28,924 --> 00:49:32,844 Like, that's like me and chicks and like people I want to be 962 00:49:32,928 --> 00:49:34,304 my friend, how they see me, 963 00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:35,514 Like, it's all linked up, 964 00:49:35,597 --> 00:49:37,140 That's great, Jose, 965 00:49:37,224 --> 00:49:38,975 Like, we're all kids, right? 966 00:49:39,059 --> 00:49:42,312 We're not actually, 967 00:49:42,396 --> 00:49:43,522 - I'll be right back, - Wait, 968 00:49:43,605 --> 00:49:44,314 What? 969 00:49:44,398 --> 00:49:46,483 [sighs] Fuck me, 970 00:49:46,566 --> 00:49:49,986 These are all parts of what make up you and everyone, 971 00:49:50,070 --> 00:49:52,656 And we all make up the Frippley world, 972 00:49:52,739 --> 00:49:56,326 So love the world because whether you like it or not, 973 00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,829 Buster, you're a part of it, 974 00:49:58,912 --> 00:50:00,330 Can we go? 975 00:50:00,414 --> 00:50:02,165 JOSE: I got something for you, 976 00:50:02,249 --> 00:50:03,500 Why? 977 00:50:03,583 --> 00:50:05,669 More like I found something and I want to give it to you, 978 00:50:05,752 --> 00:50:08,338 I don't need anything, Jose, 979 00:50:08,422 --> 00:50:09,172 Hell no! 980 00:50:09,256 --> 00:50:10,382 - What the fuck? - Chill, 981 00:50:10,465 --> 00:50:11,341 It's all of his shit, 982 00:50:11,425 --> 00:50:12,676 I don't want that man, 983 00:50:12,759 --> 00:50:13,677 Put it away, 984 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:14,845 It's from the 1800s, man, 985 00:50:14,928 --> 00:50:16,346 It's basically a toy, 986 00:50:16,430 --> 00:50:17,180 See? 987 00:50:17,264 --> 00:50:18,181 Come on, man, 988 00:50:18,265 --> 00:50:19,558 I can fucking see that shit is loaded, 989 00:50:19,641 --> 00:50:20,684 - I'm out of here, - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, 990 00:50:20,767 --> 00:50:22,227 No, I dug this out of the ground, man, 991 00:50:22,310 --> 00:50:23,687 It's fucking duds, all of them, 992 00:50:23,770 --> 00:50:24,855 Look at this shit, 993 00:50:24,938 --> 00:50:26,022 Look how rusty this is, 994 00:50:26,106 --> 00:50:28,024 You know more about this shit than anyone I know, 995 00:50:28,108 --> 00:50:29,526 Which is fucking why? 996 00:50:29,609 --> 00:50:30,861 How did you even find it? 997 00:50:30,944 --> 00:50:33,405 With my metal detector, bro, off the bike path last week, 998 00:50:33,488 --> 00:50:35,031 Look, someone probably used this shit 999 00:50:35,115 --> 00:50:36,032 to rob a train or something, 1000 00:50:36,116 --> 00:50:37,534 Take me back and leave that shit here, 1001 00:50:37,617 --> 00:50:38,535 All right, all right, 1002 00:50:38,618 --> 00:50:39,745 I'm sorry, man, 1003 00:50:39,828 --> 00:50:41,705 Just, you know, I thought it would be-- you'd dig it, 1004 00:50:41,788 --> 00:50:42,539 Come on, man, 1005 00:50:42,622 --> 00:50:43,874 We watched your fucking video, 1006 00:50:43,957 --> 00:50:45,041 I want to get back and eat dinner, 1007 00:50:45,125 --> 00:50:47,043 Nice thing like a hip antique or something, 1008 00:50:47,127 --> 00:50:48,044 It's fine, 1009 00:50:48,128 --> 00:50:49,546 Let's just go, 1010 00:50:49,629 --> 00:50:50,589 Oh, whatever, 1011 00:50:50,672 --> 00:50:53,550 It's like so sensitive, you know? 1012 00:50:53,633 --> 00:50:55,886 No matter what I do, you just fucking find a way, 1013 00:50:55,969 --> 00:50:58,054 You know? 1014 00:50:58,138 --> 00:50:59,890 Geez, fucking dying pleasing you, man, 1015 00:50:59,973 --> 00:51:01,558 You know, you can't please you, man, 1016 00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:02,726 You know? 1017 00:51:02,809 --> 00:51:04,811 [gunshot] 1018 00:51:07,189 --> 00:51:08,565 Jesus, 1019 00:51:08,648 --> 00:51:11,401 I told you, you stupid asshole, 1020 00:51:11,485 --> 00:51:12,152 You good? 1021 00:51:18,992 --> 00:51:21,995 [choking] 1022 00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:27,834 [grunting] 1023 00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:31,421 God damn it, 1024 00:51:31,505 --> 00:51:34,007 [coughing] 1025 00:52:03,745 --> 00:52:04,538 OK, 1026 00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:17,300 Sorry to wake you, Miss America, 1027 00:52:17,384 --> 00:52:20,136 How long has it been? 1028 00:52:20,220 --> 00:52:21,805 Hour and a half? 1029 00:52:21,888 --> 00:52:26,518 Hey, check it out, 1030 00:52:26,601 --> 00:52:28,520 I found him downstairs, 1031 00:52:28,603 --> 00:52:31,815 He was squeaking in one of those little sticky traps, 1032 00:52:31,898 --> 00:52:34,025 And when I finally cut him loose, 1033 00:52:34,109 --> 00:52:37,821 he had himself a little heart attack right here in my hand, 1034 00:52:37,904 --> 00:52:39,322 dead, 1035 00:52:39,406 --> 00:52:40,824 He's bloody, 1036 00:52:40,907 --> 00:52:44,327 I had to use my pocket knife to free him, 1037 00:52:44,411 --> 00:52:46,788 Me and the lads here are going to ramble on to other digs, 1038 00:52:49,457 --> 00:52:54,170 We left one of ours in the basement passed out, 1039 00:52:54,254 --> 00:52:57,173 Being that you're here waiting for your dad, 1040 00:52:57,257 --> 00:52:59,885 do you think that you could maybe check on her from time 1041 00:52:59,968 --> 00:53:01,303 to time, make sure she's OK? 1042 00:53:04,806 --> 00:53:07,517 OK, 1043 00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:08,435 You're a sweet lass, 1044 00:53:17,611 --> 00:53:18,862 What are they saying? 1045 00:53:18,945 --> 00:53:20,906 I just love the energy that you get at night 1046 00:53:20,989 --> 00:53:21,990 when you make the light, 1047 00:54:05,158 --> 00:54:05,867 Mm, 1048 00:54:31,017 --> 00:54:33,436 Where's Mortius? 1049 00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:38,650 He said they were going to ramble on to other digs, 1050 00:54:38,733 --> 00:54:39,859 They just fucking left? 1051 00:54:42,696 --> 00:54:45,115 He told me to wait with you because I was going to be here 1052 00:54:45,198 --> 00:54:48,952 anyway, waiting for my dad, 1053 00:54:49,035 --> 00:54:52,455 Right, you're the hot chick that broke us in, 1054 00:54:52,539 --> 00:54:54,958 I don't get those guys, 1055 00:54:55,041 --> 00:54:57,168 Couldn't they just wake me up? 1056 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:00,797 My bike got stolen earlier this week, 1057 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:02,632 My life is so fucked right now, 1058 00:55:02,716 --> 00:55:07,679 [burps] Probably at Rowan's house, 1059 00:55:07,762 --> 00:55:10,974 Rowan doesn't have a brain, 1060 00:55:11,057 --> 00:55:12,851 We used to fuck, but he reminded me of Grover 1061 00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:15,645 from Sesame Street, which made me like constantly disassociate 1062 00:55:15,729 --> 00:55:21,067 and think about my parents, who kind of suck, so no more Rowan, 1063 00:55:23,945 --> 00:55:25,989 Sorry, I'm still kind of fucked right now, 1064 00:55:26,072 --> 00:55:26,906 BETH-ANN: It's OK, 1065 00:55:29,576 --> 00:55:30,827 I love your outfit, 1066 00:55:30,910 --> 00:55:32,996 I would dress like that, but all the shit my parents 1067 00:55:33,079 --> 00:55:37,333 buy me is stupid, and then I feel stupid, so, 1068 00:55:37,417 --> 00:55:38,168 I think you-- 1069 00:55:38,251 --> 00:55:39,085 What? 1070 00:55:43,423 --> 00:55:44,591 Look beautiful, 1071 00:55:47,927 --> 00:55:49,846 Are you a fucking freshman? 1072 00:55:49,929 --> 00:55:51,014 No, I don't go to school, 1073 00:55:51,097 --> 00:55:52,515 I just-- I just live here, 1074 00:55:52,599 --> 00:55:54,350 In town? 1075 00:55:54,434 --> 00:55:56,686 Sort of, 1076 00:55:56,770 --> 00:55:59,230 How old are you? 1077 00:55:59,314 --> 00:56:01,357 20, 1078 00:56:01,441 --> 00:56:03,568 Whoa, 1079 00:56:03,651 --> 00:56:06,404 You look way younger, 1080 00:56:06,488 --> 00:56:08,073 You also look like several ages all 1081 00:56:08,156 --> 00:56:14,370 meshed into this beautiful woman-shaped thing, 1082 00:56:14,454 --> 00:56:16,372 You're still waiting for your dad? 1083 00:56:16,456 --> 00:56:17,373 He's on his way, 1084 00:56:17,457 --> 00:56:19,209 He should be here, but he's on his way, 1085 00:56:19,292 --> 00:56:23,046 That's really wholesome, except the fact that he's 1086 00:56:23,129 --> 00:56:25,590 meeting you in this weird dungeon, which is 1087 00:56:25,673 --> 00:56:28,051 a little sketchy, but whatever, 1088 00:56:28,134 --> 00:56:31,054 Mortius thinks we should host an orgy here, 1089 00:56:31,137 --> 00:56:32,472 I'm not going to let that happen, 1090 00:56:41,314 --> 00:56:43,733 We like exploring places, 1091 00:56:43,817 --> 00:56:45,401 Like old buildings? 1092 00:56:45,485 --> 00:56:48,071 One time, we stole all this furniture from a children's 1093 00:56:48,154 --> 00:56:50,490 hospital outside of Pittsburgh, 1094 00:56:53,201 --> 00:56:56,913 It caught on fire, the hospital, not the furniture, 1095 00:56:56,996 --> 00:57:00,250 So it was shut down and stuff, so, 1096 00:57:00,333 --> 00:57:03,753 We didn't even need to break anything to get in, 1097 00:57:03,837 --> 00:57:06,089 You like live together? 1098 00:57:06,172 --> 00:57:12,137 Yeah, we got bookshelves and a hot plate, two cots, 1099 00:57:12,220 --> 00:57:16,099 these cool lava lamps we found, water cooler, speakers, 1100 00:57:16,182 --> 00:57:18,935 Where? 1101 00:57:19,018 --> 00:57:21,938 I'm not really allowed to tell anyone, 1102 00:57:22,021 --> 00:57:23,106 Actually? 1103 00:57:23,189 --> 00:57:27,443 Only one other guy knows, but he doesn't 1104 00:57:27,527 --> 00:57:32,490 have any friends, so it's OK, 1105 00:57:32,574 --> 00:57:35,451 Is your dad like a fucking spy or something? 1106 00:57:35,535 --> 00:57:37,787 He sells stuff, 1107 00:57:37,871 --> 00:57:39,455 Like what? 1108 00:57:39,539 --> 00:57:41,666 Mainly things people have forgotten about and don't 1109 00:57:41,749 --> 00:57:44,335 need anymore or sometimes don't realize 1110 00:57:44,419 --> 00:57:46,129 they don't need anymore, 1111 00:57:46,212 --> 00:57:49,174 So you guys break in all over campus, 1112 00:57:49,257 --> 00:57:52,468 Kind of, yeah, 1113 00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:53,845 Fuck, 1114 00:57:53,928 --> 00:57:57,682 You probably know this place better than I do, 1115 00:57:57,765 --> 00:57:58,808 I don't know about that, 1116 00:57:58,892 --> 00:58:00,351 Seriously, what's the coolest place 1117 00:58:00,435 --> 00:58:03,313 you've ever been on campus? 1118 00:58:03,396 --> 00:58:06,149 Like somewhere I've never been, 1119 00:58:06,232 --> 00:58:07,567 Never would be allowed to go, 1120 00:58:10,904 --> 00:58:11,738 Do you want to see? 1121 00:58:18,286 --> 00:58:20,580 You got to be fucking kidding me, 1122 00:58:34,636 --> 00:58:38,014 Some faggot called the cops, 1123 00:58:38,097 --> 00:58:39,349 Did you shoot the incel? 1124 00:58:39,432 --> 00:58:40,516 No! 1125 00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:44,562 Well, some faggot back there called the cops! 1126 00:58:44,646 --> 00:58:46,522 Like they haven't been up in our asses 1127 00:58:46,606 --> 00:58:51,527 all week with that doomsday fella, 1128 00:58:51,611 --> 00:58:52,862 You going to shoot me, too? 1129 00:58:52,946 --> 00:58:56,241 I didn't-- he shot himself! 1130 00:58:56,324 --> 00:59:00,536 [scoffs] Of course he did, 1131 00:59:00,620 --> 00:59:02,038 See? 1132 00:59:02,121 --> 00:59:04,540 That dude killed the incel! 1133 00:59:04,624 --> 00:59:06,042 He killed the incel! 1134 00:59:06,125 --> 00:59:08,544 He killed the incel! 1135 00:59:08,628 --> 00:59:10,713 He killed the incel! 1136 00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:12,882 He killed the incel! 1137 00:59:12,966 --> 00:59:15,051 He killed the incel! 1138 00:59:15,134 --> 00:59:17,387 He killed the incel! 1139 00:59:17,470 --> 00:59:19,889 He killed the incel! 1140 00:59:19,973 --> 00:59:21,140 He killed the incel! 1141 00:59:33,653 --> 00:59:34,821 No fucking way, 1142 00:59:39,158 --> 00:59:42,245 Mortius would fucking flip over this place, 1143 00:59:42,328 --> 00:59:43,579 So would my friend Ultra, 1144 00:59:43,663 --> 00:59:45,415 She would make them turn it into a community 1145 00:59:45,498 --> 00:59:46,416 center or something, 1146 00:59:46,499 --> 00:59:47,667 I'm going to send it to her, 1147 00:59:51,004 --> 00:59:53,089 This is Ultra, 1148 00:59:53,172 --> 00:59:54,924 She's so down to Earth, 1149 00:59:55,008 --> 00:59:57,093 She's like lower than the Earth, 1150 00:59:57,176 --> 01:00:01,097 She's always posting about how the college hates poor people, 1151 01:00:01,180 --> 01:00:04,267 What's your Instagram? 1152 01:00:04,350 --> 01:00:07,103 I don't have a phone, 1153 01:00:07,186 --> 01:00:08,104 Holy shit, 1154 01:00:08,187 --> 01:00:11,774 That's like-- that's really beautiful, 1155 01:00:11,858 --> 01:00:13,443 I would do the same thing, but my parents 1156 01:00:13,526 --> 01:00:16,446 make me have one for safety, 1157 01:00:16,529 --> 01:00:18,614 Guys are repulsive, even a supposedly 1158 01:00:18,698 --> 01:00:20,283 woke place like this, 1159 01:00:20,366 --> 01:00:21,576 This is where I like to sit, 1160 01:00:24,203 --> 01:00:26,372 A lot of little birdies get trapped in here, 1161 01:00:29,375 --> 01:00:31,502 I bet if someone tried to attack you, 1162 01:00:31,586 --> 01:00:33,129 you'd fuck them up with your bolt 1163 01:00:33,212 --> 01:00:35,131 cutters and your big-ass arms, 1164 01:00:35,214 --> 01:00:36,632 Maybe, 1165 01:00:36,716 --> 01:00:38,468 You don't get how cool it is that you're 1166 01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:40,678 cut off from all of this? 1167 01:00:40,762 --> 01:00:45,350 I feel like people who have phones turn into their phones, 1168 01:00:45,433 --> 01:00:48,811 Like sometimes I just feel like a big-ass phone, 1169 01:00:48,895 --> 01:00:50,980 I'm guessing your dad doesn't have one, 1170 01:00:51,064 --> 01:00:52,815 He saw some bad things in the war, 1171 01:00:52,899 --> 01:00:56,152 and he kind of cut us off from the material world, 1172 01:00:56,235 --> 01:00:58,988 Like Afghanistan? 1173 01:00:59,072 --> 01:01:01,366 Earlier than that, 1174 01:01:01,449 --> 01:01:02,825 And where's your mom? 1175 01:01:02,909 --> 01:01:04,327 She split before I could talk, 1176 01:01:04,410 --> 01:01:06,537 We don't even have pictures of her, 1177 01:01:06,621 --> 01:01:08,664 Do you remember her? 1178 01:01:08,748 --> 01:01:10,166 Mm-mm, 1179 01:01:10,249 --> 01:01:12,168 Damn, 1180 01:01:12,251 --> 01:01:14,545 It doesn't stress you out that he can't be reached, like, 1181 01:01:14,629 --> 01:01:16,839 in an emergency or something? 1182 01:01:16,923 --> 01:01:18,841 No, 1183 01:01:18,925 --> 01:01:21,511 Even on nights like tonight? 1184 01:01:21,594 --> 01:01:23,388 I just wait, 1185 01:01:23,471 --> 01:01:26,015 And what do you think about? 1186 01:01:26,099 --> 01:01:28,351 Sometimes I pretend that when I blink, 1187 01:01:28,434 --> 01:01:29,602 time gets a little faster, 1188 01:01:32,647 --> 01:01:33,481 If only, 1189 01:01:40,613 --> 01:01:41,614 It's my dad's, 1190 01:01:46,119 --> 01:01:50,039 Waiting makes me feel like a piece of clothing, 1191 01:01:50,123 --> 01:01:55,211 Like someone else decides when I put on an emotion, 1192 01:01:55,294 --> 01:01:57,547 I hate feeling time go by, 1193 01:01:57,630 --> 01:02:00,883 Maybe you should try religion, 1194 01:02:00,967 --> 01:02:05,221 My dad says it's for people who don't have ego, which is good, 1195 01:02:05,304 --> 01:02:08,057 Or a sense of self, which is not, 1196 01:02:08,141 --> 01:02:10,393 Is your dad a professor? 1197 01:02:10,476 --> 01:02:13,396 He studied religion, I think, 1198 01:02:13,479 --> 01:02:15,565 And why did he go to war? 1199 01:02:15,648 --> 01:02:17,483 To learn about people, he said, 1200 01:02:19,986 --> 01:02:23,406 Who goes to war to learn about people? 1201 01:02:23,489 --> 01:02:24,490 My dad, I guess, 1202 01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:30,455 I don't think you have an ego, 1203 01:02:30,538 --> 01:02:33,791 I don't even think you have a sense of self, 1204 01:02:33,875 --> 01:02:36,711 You know, what do you do, other than worship your dad? 1205 01:02:41,507 --> 01:02:43,426 I look at people like you passing by, 1206 01:02:43,509 --> 01:02:48,014 and I think you're all going places I never will, 1207 01:02:52,351 --> 01:02:55,271 And I hate you all for reasons I make up, 1208 01:02:55,354 --> 01:02:57,106 Please don't feel shitty or lonely-- 1209 01:02:57,190 --> 01:02:58,274 'Cause I see you guys, 1210 01:02:58,357 --> 01:02:59,650 I watch you when you get here, 1211 01:02:59,734 --> 01:03:00,651 You meet each other, 1212 01:03:00,735 --> 01:03:01,611 You get drunk, 1213 01:03:01,694 --> 01:03:03,112 You have these lives like adults, 1214 01:03:03,196 --> 01:03:06,449 Trust me, you're way more adult than any of us, 1215 01:03:06,532 --> 01:03:07,867 No, I'm fucking not, 1216 01:03:11,704 --> 01:03:24,800 [crying] I'm sorry, 1217 01:03:24,884 --> 01:03:25,593 I'll be OK, 1218 01:03:39,065 --> 01:03:39,982 Oh, my God, 1219 01:03:40,066 --> 01:03:40,691 Was that-- 1220 01:03:40,775 --> 01:03:41,651 No, 1221 01:03:41,734 --> 01:03:42,485 Please, 1222 01:03:42,568 --> 01:03:43,194 Please, 1223 01:03:43,277 --> 01:03:44,445 I like it, 1224 01:03:59,919 --> 01:04:02,421 You're not 20, are you? 1225 01:04:03,631 --> 01:04:04,840 How old are you? 1226 01:04:05,633 --> 01:04:07,093 I'm 16, 1227 01:04:09,303 --> 01:04:12,348 OK, I think it's time I go, 1228 01:04:12,431 --> 01:04:15,351 You don't want to go back and meet my dad? 1229 01:04:15,434 --> 01:04:18,187 Maybe some other time, 1230 01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:21,023 Can I kiss you again? 1231 01:04:21,107 --> 01:04:22,066 Please? 1232 01:04:22,149 --> 01:04:23,943 I-- please, 1233 01:04:25,987 --> 01:04:26,779 Sure, 1234 01:04:39,500 --> 01:04:40,626 I really need to go, 1235 01:04:49,635 --> 01:04:50,553 This is me, 1236 01:04:50,636 --> 01:04:51,470 OK, 1237 01:04:55,808 --> 01:04:58,144 I hope your dad is waiting for you when you get back, 1238 01:05:06,027 --> 01:05:11,240 I can't help but feel like I did something really fucked up, 1239 01:05:11,324 --> 01:05:14,243 And I'm sorry, 1240 01:05:14,327 --> 01:05:17,079 Can I come in with you? 1241 01:05:17,163 --> 01:05:18,414 No, 1242 01:05:18,497 --> 01:05:19,332 I'm sorry, 1243 01:05:26,505 --> 01:05:29,175 [indistinct speech] 1244 01:05:33,346 --> 01:05:37,099 And it was like, I swear, I was overflowing at both holes, 1245 01:05:37,183 --> 01:05:38,267 throwing my guts up, 1246 01:05:38,351 --> 01:05:39,602 And my dad had to come over, 1247 01:05:39,685 --> 01:05:41,437 And I was like crying out, 1248 01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:42,605 Like, I'm going to die, 1249 01:05:42,688 --> 01:05:43,773 I'm going to die, 1250 01:05:43,856 --> 01:05:45,191 It was like, I could've died, 1251 01:05:48,194 --> 01:05:50,112 And it was just something about, like, this, like, 1252 01:05:50,196 --> 01:05:53,449 this strange, like, slightly muddled white color of a toilet 1253 01:05:53,532 --> 01:05:54,784 bowl that was just like-- 1254 01:05:54,867 --> 01:05:57,119 like, I felt like it was, like, talking to me, 1255 01:05:57,203 --> 01:05:59,789 And I had this, like, weird, like, metaphysical, like, 1256 01:05:59,872 --> 01:06:01,957 pre-conscious moment with the toilet bowl 1257 01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:03,292 where, like, it was insane, 1258 01:06:03,376 --> 01:06:05,795 Like, it just felt, like, horrifying, but like kind 1259 01:06:05,878 --> 01:06:07,463 of beautiful experience, 1260 01:06:07,546 --> 01:06:08,798 Oh, my bad, bro, 1261 01:06:08,881 --> 01:06:09,965 And it was just-- 1262 01:06:10,049 --> 01:06:11,008 I don't even-- 1263 01:06:11,092 --> 01:06:12,051 I don't even know, 1264 01:06:18,224 --> 01:06:24,647 ♪ I tried to climb from the cellar ♪ 1265 01:06:24,730 --> 01:06:31,487 ♪ Got my hands all plugged full of splinters ♪ 1266 01:06:31,570 --> 01:06:38,327 ♪ When I looked at you, I felt a little bit lighter ♪ 1267 01:06:38,411 --> 01:06:43,499 ♪ But none of it matters anymore ♪ 1268 01:06:43,582 --> 01:06:44,291 ♪ No, it doesn't ♪ 1269 01:06:51,590 --> 01:06:54,427 ♪ All my words came to nothing ♪ 1270 01:07:07,773 --> 01:07:18,284 ♪ I woke up in the winter like a starving frog in a blizzard ♪ 1271 01:07:20,828 --> 01:07:27,042 ♪ My hands don't shake when I drag that razor ♪ 1272 01:07:27,126 --> 01:07:32,423 ♪ But looking at you makes me falter ♪ 1273 01:07:32,506 --> 01:07:33,466 ♪ No, it doesn't ♪ 1274 01:07:40,639 --> 01:07:43,642 ♪ I think about turtles in the summer ♪ 1275 01:07:50,983 --> 01:07:54,320 ♪ Butterflies drink from their eyes ♪ 1276 01:08:33,901 --> 01:08:36,320 Oh, ho, ho, what up, little lady? 1277 01:08:36,403 --> 01:08:38,322 Sorry for the frontal exposure, 1278 01:08:38,405 --> 01:08:40,115 Millah lives in a substance-free hall, 1279 01:08:40,199 --> 01:08:41,283 if you could believe that one, 1280 01:08:41,367 --> 01:08:43,953 So usually everyone's asleep by 10:00 PM, 1281 01:08:44,036 --> 01:08:46,288 but there's not anyone here right now anyway, 1282 01:08:46,372 --> 01:08:49,125 What a fucking night, though, right? 1283 01:08:49,208 --> 01:08:51,961 [laughs] 1284 01:08:52,044 --> 01:08:54,463 [knocking] 1285 01:08:54,547 --> 01:08:56,173 You ever find your dad? 1286 01:08:56,257 --> 01:08:58,300 BETH-ANN: Not yet, 1287 01:08:58,384 --> 01:08:59,969 He'll turn up, 1288 01:09:00,052 --> 01:09:02,471 You're too much of a little sweetheart, 1289 01:09:02,555 --> 01:09:05,808 He probably loves you more than anything in the world, 1290 01:09:05,891 --> 01:09:07,476 That's what we're all looking for, right? 1291 01:09:07,560 --> 01:09:10,145 Everything else is a fucking lie, 1292 01:09:10,229 --> 01:09:13,315 You got to hold on to what's true, you know? 1293 01:09:13,399 --> 01:09:16,694 I was actually-- I was just reading this thing about how 1294 01:09:16,777 --> 01:09:18,654 the condoms they gave out in World War II 1295 01:09:18,737 --> 01:09:22,157 were the best condoms ever made in the history of condoms, 1296 01:09:22,241 --> 01:09:24,326 So I was going to try one of my homemades on Millah, 1297 01:09:24,410 --> 01:09:26,996 but she wouldn't go for it, 1298 01:09:27,079 --> 01:09:29,665 She's too, uh, rich, 1299 01:09:29,748 --> 01:09:30,499 Yeah, 1300 01:09:30,583 --> 01:09:32,001 Hey, Millah, 1301 01:09:32,084 --> 01:09:35,004 She forgot to give me her ID, 1302 01:09:35,087 --> 01:09:36,171 Millah! 1303 01:09:36,255 --> 01:09:39,884 If she fell asleep while I was in the bathroom, 1304 01:09:39,967 --> 01:09:49,518 I'm going to huff and I'm going to puff until I 1305 01:09:49,602 --> 01:09:51,020 do something to this door, 1306 01:09:51,103 --> 01:09:52,521 I don't know, 1307 01:09:52,605 --> 01:09:54,523 Millah! 1308 01:09:54,607 --> 01:09:58,068 Millah, I'm out here buck naked, 1309 01:09:58,152 --> 01:10:01,030 Millah, if you make me go all the way back to Kipton 1310 01:10:01,113 --> 01:10:04,909 with my dick out, I'll get raped by rednecks, 1311 01:10:04,992 --> 01:10:07,912 Millah, are you fucking with me? 1312 01:10:07,995 --> 01:10:08,787 No one likes rape, 1313 01:10:11,999 --> 01:10:12,708 Hey! 1314 01:10:12,791 --> 01:10:14,043 MILLAH: What? 1315 01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:17,046 That bolt cutter chick, she was waiting for you, so, 1316 01:10:17,129 --> 01:10:19,048 MILLAH: Paint better be fucking water-based, 1317 01:10:19,131 --> 01:10:19,965 Yeah, 1318 01:10:22,801 --> 01:10:23,636 Hey! 1319 01:10:39,652 --> 01:10:42,655 [music playing] 1320 01:10:53,165 --> 01:10:54,250 Hey! 1321 01:10:54,333 --> 01:10:55,751 Your dad around? 1322 01:10:55,834 --> 01:10:56,919 Fuck off! 1323 01:10:57,002 --> 01:10:59,088 Answer my question, honey, 1324 01:10:59,171 --> 01:10:59,797 He's not! 1325 01:10:59,880 --> 01:11:00,923 Now fuck off! 1326 01:11:01,006 --> 01:11:01,757 Ease up, 1327 01:11:01,840 --> 01:11:02,800 It's important, 1328 01:11:02,883 --> 01:11:04,760 Tell your dad to come around and see me, 1329 01:11:04,843 --> 01:11:05,928 No games! 1330 01:11:06,011 --> 01:11:07,096 Well, I haven't fucking seen him, so you 1331 01:11:07,179 --> 01:11:08,347 can tell him yourself, cunt, 1332 01:11:15,521 --> 01:11:16,355 Fuck it, 1333 01:11:20,025 --> 01:11:21,443 Holy shit, 1334 01:11:21,527 --> 01:11:22,361 Lock the door, 1335 01:11:25,531 --> 01:11:28,617 Things got really, really fucked up with Jose, 1336 01:11:28,701 --> 01:11:30,786 I promise I'll explain everything, 1337 01:11:30,869 --> 01:11:33,122 But right now, we need to go, 1338 01:11:33,205 --> 01:11:34,623 I packed your things, 1339 01:11:34,707 --> 01:11:37,292 What's happening? 1340 01:11:37,376 --> 01:11:40,129 What's wrong? 1341 01:11:40,212 --> 01:11:41,005 Why do we have to go? 1342 01:11:41,088 --> 01:11:42,464 I promise I'll explain everything, 1343 01:11:42,548 --> 01:11:43,799 but we need to leave here right now, 1344 01:11:43,882 --> 01:11:44,633 And then what? 1345 01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:45,968 And then what? 1346 01:11:46,051 --> 01:11:48,304 Beth-Ann, we do not have time for this, 1347 01:11:48,387 --> 01:11:49,471 Answer me, 1348 01:11:49,555 --> 01:11:52,474 We keep going, build a new home someplace better, 1349 01:11:52,558 --> 01:11:53,642 America is a big place, 1350 01:11:53,726 --> 01:11:54,476 We'll have options, 1351 01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:57,146 I promise everything will be OK, 1352 01:11:57,229 --> 01:11:59,815 Beth-Ann, I know this is scary, but before you know it, 1353 01:11:59,898 --> 01:12:01,483 we'll find someplace extraordinary, 1354 01:12:01,567 --> 01:12:04,153 Let me show you something, 1355 01:12:04,236 --> 01:12:05,320 Look at this, 1356 01:12:05,404 --> 01:12:07,990 We'll be able to buy a van like we've talked about, 1357 01:12:08,073 --> 01:12:10,159 I'll deck it out with blankets and two beds, 1358 01:12:10,242 --> 01:12:11,827 I'll even throw a curtain down the middle 1359 01:12:11,910 --> 01:12:13,370 so you can have your own space, 1360 01:12:13,454 --> 01:12:15,664 We'll go wherever we want, just the two of us, 1361 01:12:15,748 --> 01:12:18,375 with no one to fuck with our world, 1362 01:12:18,459 --> 01:12:21,170 What-- what is happening? 1363 01:12:21,253 --> 01:12:22,838 I feel like my head's been pulled off, 1364 01:12:22,921 --> 01:12:26,508 and I'm seeing everything all fucked and spun around, 1365 01:12:26,592 --> 01:12:30,179 I don't know anything about people or anything, 1366 01:12:30,262 --> 01:12:31,346 All I know is that you-- 1367 01:12:31,430 --> 01:12:32,514 Is that such a bad thing? 1368 01:12:32,598 --> 01:12:33,557 Haven't I done right by us? 1369 01:12:33,640 --> 01:12:34,683 We're invisible, 1370 01:12:34,767 --> 01:12:37,353 Which, trust me, is the way you want to be, 1371 01:12:37,436 --> 01:12:39,855 I'm just a big, ugly, stupid, fucking kid who 1372 01:12:39,938 --> 01:12:41,523 scrounges and steals and lies, 1373 01:12:41,607 --> 01:12:43,859 No one's going to know me, 1374 01:12:43,942 --> 01:12:46,362 I don't even think there's a single picture of me, 1375 01:12:46,445 --> 01:12:48,197 This is the picture of you, 1376 01:12:48,280 --> 01:12:50,532 No one's going to remember me, 1377 01:12:50,616 --> 01:12:52,868 Just you, 1378 01:12:52,951 --> 01:12:55,913 What happens when you die? 1379 01:12:55,996 --> 01:13:00,209 Beth-Ann, those people who don't notice you, 1380 01:13:00,292 --> 01:13:04,380 they come and go and come and go and grow old 1381 01:13:04,463 --> 01:13:06,215 and forget about each other, 1382 01:13:06,298 --> 01:13:07,382 Pictures? 1383 01:13:07,466 --> 01:13:09,051 They forget about each other before they've 1384 01:13:09,134 --> 01:13:13,389 even met because people don't matter to each other anymore, 1385 01:13:13,472 --> 01:13:15,891 So they need pictures and phones to convince 1386 01:13:15,974 --> 01:13:18,060 themselves they even exist, 1387 01:13:18,143 --> 01:13:21,438 They're just vehicles for selfishness and loneliness, 1388 01:13:21,522 --> 01:13:24,274 things to be fucked and shit on and pitted against 1389 01:13:24,358 --> 01:13:26,777 each other, commodified things, 1390 01:13:26,860 --> 01:13:28,237 But not us, 1391 01:13:28,320 --> 01:13:31,406 Because I have you, and you have me, 1392 01:13:31,490 --> 01:13:33,617 You say you know isolation, 1393 01:13:33,700 --> 01:13:37,246 I'm telling you, you don't, not until you've gone out and tried 1394 01:13:37,329 --> 01:13:41,750 to live in that merciless, fucked capitalist matrix 1395 01:13:41,834 --> 01:13:42,918 they've made, 1396 01:13:43,001 --> 01:13:45,587 That world needs your loneliness because the worse it 1397 01:13:45,671 --> 01:13:47,422 makes you feel, the more you go out 1398 01:13:47,506 --> 01:13:49,591 and buy their meaningless shit, 1399 01:13:49,675 --> 01:13:51,468 You think we're poor and invisible? 1400 01:13:51,552 --> 01:13:52,594 Then I say yes, 1401 01:13:52,678 --> 01:13:54,596 And we've escaped the world's biggest 1402 01:13:54,680 --> 01:13:56,306 fucking monster because of it, 1403 01:13:56,390 --> 01:13:59,601 And I know because I've seen it, stared 1404 01:13:59,685 --> 01:14:03,272 into its fire spitting mouth! 1405 01:14:03,355 --> 01:14:07,109 But Beth-Ann, we are right back under its nose, 1406 01:14:07,192 --> 01:14:09,111 And if you want to continue to escape it, 1407 01:14:09,194 --> 01:14:11,613 we need to leave here right now, 1408 01:14:11,697 --> 01:14:13,949 Why? 1409 01:14:14,032 --> 01:14:15,951 Jose is dead, 1410 01:14:16,034 --> 01:14:17,953 And the police are going to come here, 1411 01:14:18,036 --> 01:14:20,122 And if they do, you will never see me again, 1412 01:14:20,205 --> 01:14:21,623 That's a promise, 1413 01:14:21,707 --> 01:14:22,791 Did you kill him? 1414 01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:23,959 He shot himself, 1415 01:14:24,042 --> 01:14:24,960 It was an accident, 1416 01:14:25,043 --> 01:14:25,961 Is that his money? 1417 01:14:26,044 --> 01:14:26,962 Yes, 1418 01:14:27,045 --> 01:14:29,173 Did you want the fucking cops to take it? 1419 01:14:29,256 --> 01:14:31,508 So you didn't do anything? 1420 01:14:31,592 --> 01:14:33,969 Beth-Ann, I promise I will tell you everything, 1421 01:14:34,052 --> 01:14:36,889 but I am begging you, we need to leave here right now, 1422 01:14:37,598 --> 01:14:38,599 Okay, 1423 01:14:38,974 --> 01:14:39,975 Okay, 1424 01:14:41,560 --> 01:14:42,561 [siren] 1425 01:14:49,067 --> 01:14:50,652 And you're sure it's the same guy, sir? 1426 01:14:50,736 --> 01:14:51,487 Yeah, 1427 01:14:51,570 --> 01:14:54,656 Come on and join us, 1428 01:14:54,740 --> 01:14:55,824 Yeah, 1429 01:14:55,908 --> 01:14:58,827 I haven't seen her in a week, at least, 1430 01:14:58,911 --> 01:15:01,038 That's how it happens sometimes, 1431 01:15:01,121 --> 01:15:03,707 And I'll see one and not the other, 1432 01:15:03,790 --> 01:15:05,167 Is she armed? 1433 01:15:05,250 --> 01:15:07,544 I doubt it, 1434 01:15:07,628 --> 01:15:08,670 Hello? 1435 01:15:08,754 --> 01:15:09,838 This ain't even locked, 1436 01:15:09,922 --> 01:15:12,007 It's like I said, 1437 01:15:12,090 --> 01:15:13,675 She's in there, 1438 01:15:13,759 --> 01:15:16,011 That's how they do, 1439 01:15:16,094 --> 01:15:17,512 Little girl! 1440 01:15:17,596 --> 01:15:20,015 Little lady! 1441 01:15:20,098 --> 01:15:22,059 I need you to remain calm, 1442 01:15:22,142 --> 01:15:23,185 Take this, 1443 01:15:23,268 --> 01:15:24,019 What do I do? 1444 01:15:24,102 --> 01:15:25,520 Hide it on yourself, 1445 01:15:25,604 --> 01:15:28,732 Just do as I fucking say, 1446 01:15:28,815 --> 01:15:30,359 Now listen to me, 1447 01:15:30,442 --> 01:15:31,693 There is no other way out, 1448 01:15:31,777 --> 01:15:32,527 Do you hear? 1449 01:15:32,611 --> 01:15:33,403 What will you do? 1450 01:15:33,487 --> 01:15:35,697 If there were, I would take it, 1451 01:15:35,781 --> 01:15:38,075 But there is no other way, 1452 01:15:38,158 --> 01:15:40,536 I need you to move back and climb on the bed, 1453 01:15:40,619 --> 01:15:41,370 Dad, 1454 01:15:41,453 --> 01:15:42,579 Just fucking do it, 1455 01:15:42,663 --> 01:15:43,705 MAN: Honey! 1456 01:15:43,789 --> 01:15:46,041 Could you open the door and come on out? 1457 01:15:46,124 --> 01:15:49,378 Nobody's going to hurt you, 1458 01:15:49,461 --> 01:15:52,047 Now when I run out of here, you need to follow me, 1459 01:15:52,130 --> 01:15:53,423 and don't look back, 1460 01:15:53,507 --> 01:15:54,758 BETH-ANN: You're scaring me, 1461 01:15:54,841 --> 01:15:55,550 MAN: Honey, 1462 01:15:55,634 --> 01:15:57,052 It's OK to be scared, 1463 01:15:57,135 --> 01:15:58,387 Just plug your ears, 1464 01:15:58,470 --> 01:15:59,721 Dad, no, no, 1465 01:15:59,805 --> 01:16:00,639 Please, Dad, 1466 01:16:04,309 --> 01:16:05,060 We're coming out, 1467 01:16:05,143 --> 01:16:06,061 Fuck, that's him! 1468 01:16:06,144 --> 01:16:07,938 Weapons out! 1469 01:16:08,021 --> 01:16:09,439 BETH-ANN: Please, 1470 01:16:09,523 --> 01:16:10,565 Please, 1471 01:16:10,649 --> 01:16:12,234 OFFICER: I need you to surrender yourself, 1472 01:16:12,317 --> 01:16:13,068 Right away, 1473 01:16:13,151 --> 01:16:14,278 BETH-ANN: Please! 1474 01:16:14,361 --> 01:16:16,905 Please, Dad! 1475 01:16:16,989 --> 01:16:17,614 OFFICER: Get back! 1476 01:16:17,698 --> 01:16:18,407 Grenade! 1477 01:16:18,490 --> 01:16:19,283 JEANNIE: Get down! 1478 01:16:19,366 --> 01:16:20,826 [explosion] 1479 01:16:21,660 --> 01:16:22,744 OFFICER: Call an ambulance! 1480 01:16:22,828 --> 01:16:23,745 Jeannie! 1481 01:16:23,829 --> 01:16:24,454 Jeannie! 1482 01:16:24,538 --> 01:16:26,081 OFFICER: Call for backup! 1483 01:16:26,164 --> 01:16:26,957 Call for backup! 1484 01:16:27,040 --> 01:16:29,418 3972 radio, officer down, 1485 01:16:29,501 --> 01:16:31,169 OK, let's go, 1486 01:16:36,008 --> 01:16:38,343 [gunshots] 1487 01:16:41,513 --> 01:16:42,764 Stay down! 1488 01:16:42,848 --> 01:16:43,682 Stay down! 1489 01:16:49,354 --> 01:16:52,107 Don't move! 1490 01:16:52,190 --> 01:16:53,025 Stop! 1491 01:16:53,233 --> 01:16:54,359 Stop resisting, 1492 01:16:54,693 --> 01:16:57,195 [grunting] 1493 01:17:51,416 --> 01:17:53,877 Beth-Ann, this is federal agent Sam Wallace, 1494 01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:56,963 I flew in this afternoon from Virginia just to talk to you, 1495 01:18:05,806 --> 01:18:07,891 The man you call your father is headed to a holding 1496 01:18:07,974 --> 01:18:10,685 facility in Illinois, 1497 01:18:10,769 --> 01:18:13,522 Were you aware he was keeping explosives in the storage unit? 1498 01:18:13,605 --> 01:18:14,439 No, 1499 01:18:18,110 --> 01:18:19,361 I believe you, 1500 01:18:19,444 --> 01:18:20,612 That's what he said, too, 1501 01:18:25,450 --> 01:18:28,245 It's a miracle he's still breathing, 1502 01:18:28,328 --> 01:18:31,873 He'll either recover there in the hospital, or he won't, 1503 01:18:31,957 --> 01:18:33,875 I want to see him, 1504 01:18:33,959 --> 01:18:36,378 This is a lot of money, 1505 01:18:36,461 --> 01:18:39,548 How did the two of you come to possess it? 1506 01:18:39,631 --> 01:18:40,882 I said I want to see him, 1507 01:18:40,966 --> 01:18:44,219 You're not going to see that man again anytime soon, 1508 01:18:44,302 --> 01:18:46,638 Then I don't answer any of your questions, 1509 01:18:59,985 --> 01:19:05,407 I've been trying to find you two for a long time, especially 1510 01:19:05,490 --> 01:19:08,285 you, 1511 01:19:08,368 --> 01:19:09,703 I promise I'm only here to help, 1512 01:19:22,674 --> 01:19:25,093 You recognize those people? 1513 01:19:25,177 --> 01:19:26,136 BETH-ANN: No, 1514 01:19:26,219 --> 01:19:28,138 Not at all? 1515 01:19:28,221 --> 01:19:31,933 I said I don't recognize them, 1516 01:19:32,017 --> 01:19:35,437 Those are your grandparents, 1517 01:19:35,520 --> 01:19:36,938 They assumed guardianship, 1518 01:19:37,022 --> 01:19:37,939 My dad's parents? 1519 01:19:38,023 --> 01:19:39,107 Your mom's, 1520 01:19:39,191 --> 01:19:40,192 It's all right here, 1521 01:19:52,871 --> 01:19:55,040 This is a picture of your biological parents, 1522 01:19:57,709 --> 01:20:02,631 The man you've been living with is not your father, 1523 01:20:02,714 --> 01:20:05,133 To be frank, we thought you were dead, 1524 01:20:05,217 --> 01:20:07,886 Technically speaking, this case has been inactive for 12 years, 1525 01:20:10,722 --> 01:20:13,975 Both your grandparents have also since passed, or trust me, 1526 01:20:14,059 --> 01:20:14,976 they'd be here, 1527 01:20:15,060 --> 01:20:17,479 They left you something of an inheritance, 1528 01:20:17,562 --> 01:20:19,564 Not much, but something, 1529 01:20:26,738 --> 01:20:28,406 To find you in Ohio, of all places, 1530 01:20:37,624 --> 01:20:40,252 That little girl went missing 14 years ago, 1531 01:20:44,589 --> 01:20:45,423 That's you, 1532 01:20:49,302 --> 01:20:50,929 Your real name is Lily, 1533 01:21:00,272 --> 01:21:01,606 But what about my dad? 1534 01:21:06,111 --> 01:21:08,196 SAM: Your parents died-- 1535 01:21:08,280 --> 01:21:09,698 My real dad, 1536 01:21:09,781 --> 01:21:11,575 I'm trying to tell you, 1537 01:21:11,658 --> 01:21:12,951 The man who raised me, 1538 01:21:18,164 --> 01:21:20,208 We had descriptions at the time you were taken, 1539 01:21:20,292 --> 01:21:22,377 but no one's ever been able to find 1540 01:21:22,460 --> 01:21:25,547 anything legally conclusive, 1541 01:21:25,630 --> 01:21:33,388 That said, that's Joshua Cherkis, 1542 01:21:33,471 --> 01:21:38,226 He was dishonorably discharged for desertion in 1991 following 1543 01:21:38,310 --> 01:21:41,062 two suicides in his unit, 1544 01:21:41,146 --> 01:21:45,567 Went missing, completely off the grid couple of years later, 1545 01:21:45,650 --> 01:21:46,484 Became a ghost, 1546 01:21:49,154 --> 01:21:50,739 If you ask me, he should be made a ghost 1547 01:21:50,822 --> 01:21:54,993 right now for what he did to you, but never mind that, 1548 01:21:58,997 --> 01:22:00,040 So that's it? 1549 01:22:03,668 --> 01:22:05,503 SAM: I can understand how this is, 1550 01:22:08,214 --> 01:22:10,175 Do you mind if I step outside for a second? 1551 01:22:12,344 --> 01:22:14,679 SAM: After all you've been through, you go right ahead, 1552 01:22:19,184 --> 01:22:22,687 Like the fella says, we got all the time in the world,